True events in my life.

All of these years with sorrow & pain on a daily bases in 24 hours a day.

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My Life Story! I'm getting old! (Part 1): What! War of Extermination? What's the Fuck going on! Lie after lie & still going on! In who's law? I am a human: I don’t want to fight, I don’t want to be trapped, I don’t want to be involved, I don’t want to be bad, I don’t want to create a problem, I don’t want to hate, I don’t want to argue much, I don’t want to be proud, I don’t want to act as if I'm bad or good, I don’t want to live in shit community & I don’t want to live among Vampires, brain suckers from above satellites or by a surrounding neighbors. I don’t want to be forced to any brain or brains 'good & bad', I don’t want to be hacked, I don’t want all of this shit, I don’t want a business out of my sad soul to any of you, I don’t want to be forced connected to any media or to any mankind brain & I don’t want any to reach to my brain ever again. All of this leads to hell for all (SATAN JUNGLE LIFE) & (SATELLITES SATANIC NETWORK UMBRELLA). I want to live in a normal life & not a fake one. Stop fooling around with me world wide. Arabs can't understand them selves to understand what is going on in this type of a life, or all faking it for all. Let all to know their God first, then speaks about International world wide Peace. My origin from: Bohemia (Czech, Cechy; German, B?hmen), historical region of central Europe and former kingdom, forming roughly the westernmost two-thirds of what is now the Czech Republic (formerly part of Czechoslovakia), and covering an area about 52,060 sq km (20,100 sq mi). It is bounded by Poland on the north, the region of Moravia on the east, Austria on the south, and Germany on the west and north-west. Bohemia is a plateau surrounded by lofty mountain ranges, namely, the Bohemian Forest, the Erzgebirge, the Bohemian-Moravian Heights, and the Riesengebirge. The main rivers are the Elbe, known locally as the Labe, and its tributaries, the Vltava and the Ohre. I am a human belonging to a family. We are a family belonging to an origin same as any of any family in the entire world. Every body has roots & a family tree. A United Nation Family Tree is belonging to Mother side as well as to Father side mixing from here and there. Am I free to all? But also free from all. All God's! Shame for all to remain. All are guilty. Let them shove their prices in their assholes. All are straight to hell. It is a Shit Game that lasted many years in my life. All are Satanic Network from many countries & locally the same. Once there is something wrong still going on wearied it is once feeling is connected to many brains & satellites. Even dreams can be taken away to feed other brains & satellite channels. New modern technology been active for so many years from above to create an Umbrella of virus's world wide. We are a normal families after all, not a movie, business, war or world investigation or extermination to any. Victims are there & I'm one of them. Many years this Electronic Harassment been always there playing with different ways with many brains. Finally it's been approved by many sites. Where such sites came from? Where were them before. God at the end showed the truth of what I was trying to explain since a long time back. God remains the greatest, the 1st then world wide peace & human rights. Never been given a chance to be me belongs to me. What I got to do with Arabs! Once they took everything from me! And still feeding them selves from my brain! Sharing them selves with everything I have even from inner brain to keep on advising always about God & peace, while others trapping & taking what I have still. Satellites still active over me where ever I go or leaves, no where to go no where to hide. My cup of life only with God. What I got to do with Muslims or Christians! Or Palestinians or Jordanians! Or Israel or America! Brains shit chat brings nothing but hell of a problem to many brains. Whispers from above satellites reaching the skull & from surrounded neighbor's brains & talk to create much of fear & affect the human nerve system. In this way! All are infected by a Satan Virus. Hard to concentrate of what in the brain to write about. My below story been wrote since a long time with much of the above mentioned. Bla Bla Bla even in the streets as if there is a war going on. People never end this type of habits which creates a big waste of time to a thinking brain. Day & night on a daily bases a non stop creates what? Once all in a mixer what remains? This has to stop. It creates civil war that might spread to another locations, countries & become a world wide war. Life is in danger. History is in danger, families are in danger and everything is in danger. Viruses in the air cause what to all livings? In whose law all created such problems? God or Satan! A full human body is under attack. Some one has to speak freedom, peace & God law of creation. We are humans. A True Story since When? Since the year 2000 & even before. Up to now going on. Previous events as below mentioned: Due to brain connections & magnetic field affecting my brain, it's so hard to write to any of you. I entered Bethlehem to ask my cousin hand for marriage, she was young & still yet to grow to get married to me after few years. I wanted her & she was nice good looking person. Spent almost 2 months with. Later me & mother had to leave back to Kuwait. In Kuwait it was so hard to mail each others due to politics & war of Palestinians & Israelis at that time. During the time before Iraq Kuwait War & almost 10 months before I came to Jordan to settle down, get married to remain. She and her mother were waiting. I tried to find me Job, kept searching & finding that much hard to find any. For few months living with my finance, her mother & visitors such as uncle. They kept on pushing rushing & harrying me to get married & explaining that later you will find a job, don't worry. My mother she used to call from Kuwait where I came from & kept asking about how things going on with me. She used to tell me don't rush your self & take things easier. Many times I used to argue with both of them & some times Uncle to interfere. They used to calm us both & try to make us to believe in each others that we both belong to each others. She used to say I want to live in my aunt "my mother" apartment, don't want marriage & don't want to go back to Bethlehem. They kept saying how would that to happen & marriage is a must. Assuming that someone in the USA asking for her hand & they care to give her to me. We were not in a mode most of times & were so tired from all of what going on. This apartment belongs to my mother, she did purchase for us all to live in it. Me, wife & my mother. During the period of 2 years when I applied for her hand I lived in Kuwait. 2 years never spoke ever knew anything about each others. She in a country that I know noting about & me in a country she doesn't know anything about. With some nonsense I agreed to get the marriage done but tried to stop it 2 day's from happening but was too late after all the arrangements been taken. High cost from my mother to be given to so much: Gold, Dresses, Hotel, Ball-room, drinks & food other than advertisement Wedding Cards. Most of people I never knew who attend the ceremony but .relatives were not much. A 400 persons or a bet more Had a real big party one day before in uncle's apartment & went home with so many headaches. Next day the marriage at the church & I had a problem with my witness stating I don't want this marriage. Then to the hotel. So far I didn't know anything about my father since childhood knowing he was dead. One day during Iraq Kuwait War, setting at home with mother & a pregnant wife receiving a phone call from a lady asking about me, telling why you don't care for your father? She was his wife & he's still alive!!!!!! I got shocked, mother asking what's going on? Wife looking & I taking her address wanting to give them a visit. Mother telling me don't go & wife asking wanting to come with me. Mother getting so angry to say you & your wife if you both left the apartment don't come back. I had to till her I want to see my father!! So I & wife left. Reaching to the location, entering the house, seeing the lady that I yet to call mother, seeing 2 sons of her, my brothers from dad side!! They welcomed me & they were pleased to set with us, looking at us & ask. She said that all of these years your father that we still call Abu Nabil were looking for you & sisters. Knowing you living in Kuwait & now we found your mothers name in Phone Book thinking that all of you came out from Kuwait due to War. I said no we were here before the war 10 months before! Suddenly a huge old tall man came from one of the rooms facing me & wife. Looking to me and saying my name, I stood & he hugged me with care & his hands were closing on me. He was my Father. After 25 years of age & for the first time being hugged from him. He started to speak with me in Arabic language & me to think of what he's speaking about. His accent was strange to my ears. He didn't speak much, but his wife did most of the time. I came to know I also have a small sister to those brothers of mine! But she was poisoned by neighbors while she was a child & died. Leaving them with God hands to return back home & my father is a Muslim. He converted to get married to his wife. Knowing that I been with a Muslim Family. Going home reaching to the door, knocking but no answer! So we went to the car & tried to sleep. Suddenly my mother came to ask us both up to the apartment. Then we went to bed. Next day was horrible, faces, not speaking, anger & not knowing what to do. So I said let's just let go! What's the problem? When we started to speak the anger started to vanish. To me, I still say it was a family marriage since the day I entered Jordan/ Amman. Trying to find a job & after a year almost I worked in the Dead Sea spa hotel. It was hard tuff time on me being a husband without a work. Started with a salary of J.D 98 then upgraded to J.D 143 & my title was a night checker, performing my duties at the end of all shifts. Night attendance with few staff persons at hotel. Then to Night Auditor, then finally to a Cost Controller with a salary of almost J.D 200 plus 3 points. That was good. During this period I use to work so hard & much of extra hours like over time but without paying. Used to sleep in staff accommodation 6 day's & the seventh to go home to get my clothes watched & get clean ones, spending one day with wife & mother until next day to leave to Dead Sea. I was living in a strange world! Other than the one I got used to in Kuwait where I was raised in & in India where I were living for studies. But Jordan that supposed to be my home land, feeling so strange living in. During this time my elder sister from my own mother was in Jordan & I told her everything about Father & gave them a visit before knowing the other sister of ours from Germany. One day I have been called by father to give them a visit to learn about something else. So reaching to meet with a strange lady with a huge black cat almost a big dog!! She was looking to me with big smiles trying to speak to me but she didn't know any Arabic or English. All what she knew is German language. My father used to speak many languages & she used to speak to him, my brothers & their mom. All used to speak to each others but me cant share! But only in Arabic. I came to know that she is my eldest sister from dad side from the first wife of he's. She used to have a brother, but been killed with her mother in war a long time back in Bohemia. Some German family adopted & took her to Germany. She was a child & raised up with this good German family. All these years my father was looking & searching for his first family through & among the Red Cross. Finally God shown her to him that what was left from his 1st family. She is a mother of two sons & her elder son almost in my age. I like her but was so upset for not knowing to speak to. Then I left them & went back home then to work. One day my father brought his daughter & his two sons to the Dead Sea hotel & said that she will work with you Nabil in here in this hotel because he spoke to Nazzal family "owners" to assign her a job in the clinic department due to her knowledge & language & good for the incoming foreign groups. I been so pleased to hear this but never knew how to speak to. Later on, we worked for almost 2 years in the same hotel & both were busy most of times & hard to speak to each others & I were so ashamed for not knowing how to. But always thinking of her & how she's doing at work. She used to sleep in one of hotel rooms with a local lady sharing with & both actually were working in the clinic. One day while I'm standing at the front disk, a phone call from a lady that been asking for a reservation for a group just to enter for a day use at swimming pool area. I answered & gave best comments & welcoming. She asked about my name & suddenly she said ohh, you're from Polaski family! Your father Abu Nabil you Nabil? I know your father & I'm working in the Royal Castles of kingdom. She was pleased to talk to me. She said the group is the Pakistani family of prince Hassan guests in Jordan & gave some recommendations. I gave this reservation to the front office manager & things were fine. Another incidence, I heard that the present King Abdullah of Jordan while he was a prince at that time is coming for a visit in Dead Sea at the hotel. The administration asked me & handed me a camera just to take few pictures & hand to them. I said ok. The prince along with his fiancée Mrs. Rania sat beside the pool area & I clicked several photos after asking one of the army leaders (Big Boss) to take approval to do so. Now they are The King & the Queen of Jordan. It was the first hotel at the Dead Sea location & Spa it was. Once in my day off end of week at home, my father & his daughter gave us a visit to meet with my mother. All of them were pleased happy & had lunch with us. My wife wasn't there at this time she was in Bethlehem. We sat & spoke so nicely then they left. I came to know that he was working also in Royal Castles of kingdom. My mother was feeling ok & her anger gone with the wind for good. Life has so much to give & to yet to learn from. What was my father, what was he doing, what he gone through!!! I don't know. All what I know is: He's from a Royal family that suffered a lot a communist, then getting married to my mother Christian, & finally marrying to a Muslim. This from father side. From mother side I only have two elder sisters. One day been called by the chief accountant telling me a bad news that my father is dead & I have leaved to attend the funeral. I went been introduced to Prince Raed brother of King Hussein & he said that Prince Hassan is sad for your dad's death & shake my hand with a hug. My German sister was standing beside the prince & I stood beside her while Sami my brother son of my father digging a left side in the hall to put the body of my father to block with stones then to cover the crave. All did pray then we all left & gone home. I felt bad & sad but did not cry because how many times I met & sat with him! All my life I had been asking about & when I knew him he dies of a heart attack been approved by the university hospital. A big loses to me for not being close to him & had nothing between. Next day getting phone calls from Mrs. Debora that works in British embassy stating that he my father been a good person he love me so much as a good son & I am intelligent person just like him & to wish me all the success in life. Thanking her to end the call. Another call from some one I don't know, but he stated that he's from al Taweel family regretting & encouraging me to understand that my father didn't die because of heart & he never had any problem with it!!! Did not understand him & what he was talking about!!! Then I went to work trying to ignore & not to think about anything. Few months later Zegron my German sister had to leave back to Germany for good. Never heard from & not knowing to get to her since that time. Later on things completely changed. Used to have so many problems with my wife concentrating for a way out. Once at the work place where I used to work as a cost controller at the Dead Sea spa hotel the 1st hotel in the Dead Sea location. Been called to perform a job of a Cost Controller, General Cashier & Property Manager in the same time. During this time I used to have a family problem mainly with my wife that yet to be divorced because of the misunderstandings & for unknown reasons yet to speak about. While I was performing my duties at the hotel, thinking of how to have a control over the over loaded titles & the pressure that me to have a full control of such duties! Hearing The Chief Accountant from down below the office complaining & abusing of my inner thinking while he was leaving! I was thinking & assuming that all are playing & there is a leak some where in the administration & some of the stuff might seek to personal zigzag ways for illegal money. The System of control is there but some one has to make sure that it goes the way how is supposed! Some one called a controller. This Controller is me. Performing such a job needs some respect from all. Trying To stick around with my job but it was so much like forcing me & not giving me time even to think & all were like scanning on me! Been Requested To Leave the post of General Cashier for a while by the Manager & Chief Accountant just to take inventory of some closed warehouse or guest room that they put many items in it & closed. During this inventory many cashiers came & Asks for some change for a smaller cash notes. I had to leave to grant them because of guests & visitors. Having such inventory during afternoon while hotel loaded by visitors were unnecessary & they didn't wait for me when I have time to do it! It was by forcing a like. Me under their commands & below their titles have to do what they ask. During this inventory they send some one to check on me & tell me that my inventory is wrong not waiting me to end, recheck & to hand over the sheet singed by me to them. So they made me like unwanted person. I had to leave for good & go back home. The Owners of this hotel is Nazzal Family, a Christians who owns a number of hotels in Jordan. My History with them is as follows: Worked for the first time & took Training at the Dead Sea spa hotel for 2 years. Then shifted to Philadelphia hotel in Amman to work as a cost controller for 2 years then back to dead sea hotel then to Grand View Hotel In Petra City to grant them stores paper works with new establishment of 7 stores, data entries & Staff Accommodation In charge. Used to work for almost 20 to 21 hours a day & never asked for any over time payments. Finally the above mentioned at the Dead Sea. I been so much good with the owners never cheated & did the best of my abilities & knowledge. God Is My Best Witness. During my work in Philadelphia Hotel, the General Manager (owner) comes & checks with some Avo-meter or radiation tester or what ever it is! My location where I were setting in the administration office. Never knew what was going on. As what I see here I was under scan period by satellite but no one told me about & never gave any tension to it because I don't know. Some offer came to me after that to travel to UAE as a cost controller & I left due to family problems & not finding job else where. I had to leave Jordan after divorcing my wife due to lot of problems she & her mother did to me & because I felt I'm not welcomed from all surroundings but not feeling me under pressure of satellites! Just a family problems & bad luck in finding a job in same field. Worked in Emirates/ Abu Dhabi with in large restaurants in one location that had a large Tent which can accommodate almost 1500 seated Pax for local wedding parties. A number of cruising restaurants with different sizes & out side caterings. I did a good job there & gave the best I can. During this period I used to have lot of pressure in mind & concentrate on the work wanting to have a success & I did. Sometimes used to have so many headaches in my room at staff accommodation seeing lot of sparks! & had to leave the room for a long walk. Used to finish the work, go to room, then to walk & do some shopping from time to time. Wanting to think of my son & mother most of time but feels so hurt from the past. Wanting as any one to have a friend & later on I did find a nice looking Chinese Girl at work & she was so much good to me approaching to almost like a wanted wife to my conscious. I spoke so much about my son after working hours & she spoke so much about her daughter. We were so close to each others as if we were married. This relation was not welcomed by where we both were working. I used to have so many problems at work from time to time concerning her & before knowing her. Wanting to find my self for tomorrow but were under unknown pressure never knew what was it. During this period used to call mother & son to speak to, once my mother called me & said that I have to send her power of attorney concerning my son because x wife took him & ran away to Bethlehem. My son was under custody of mine & my mother by court. She requested that me to send it as soon as possible in order to get my son back. Regarding this period I used to send money to her to give the advocate (My lawyer) plus on a monthly basis used to send money to my son for 3years. Knowing this Chinese girl & telling all about & never cheated on her. After getting him back to my mother by law my ant & her son, a brother of my x-wife came to my mother & spoke that the son either to live with his mother or his father & gave her a hell of a time. She called & spoke all about. I used to update my Chinese lady & she used to calm me down, feeling sorry for me & I used to feel the same for her regarding her daughter. We both were so close & so good towards each another's. Even we were having difficulties we stick together. Once I decided to leave to Jordan after the first year work of mine to meet with family & found that my x-wife, son & mother. Felt that me as a stranger & couldn't remain to continue complete month, so I staid for almost 10 day's only then went back. That was before knowing the Chinese lady. Continued the month in Emirates using the accommodation & entering a health club. I felt since the 1st day in Abu Dhabi me not alone but didn't give a damn or worry. Used to be in so much pain in brain & I had to go out of the room for a long walk on a daily bases. Expending my money a lot of money in places where I could drink. Doing it just to fill full my time & to ease the pain. Used to think much of everything. Seeing people having friends, enjoying & having fun while me suffering from memories & past. Having nothing but to work as hard as I can. Wishing to ensure a good control at all times. Working with deferent nationalities Indians, Philippians, Chinese & Arabs from Morocco, Jordan, Syria & Egypt. I was under so much pressure due to my previous past & work problems. Me alone most of times. Learning about the roads & used to go to sea road to set to relax & later on I used to take my Chinese friend after knowing her to sit with over there. Looking at all people passing & we used to speak a lot for what we will do together in the future. We used to have our own dreams like & thoughts having we both in a real romance together most of times. She used to make me a real nicest Chinese food & I used to eat so much from her sweet hands. Never wanting to harm her feelings. I don't know! Voices enters my brain makes me to think but were not in my mind to think about what it was & used to ignore. Thinking that it's a natural or some un logic for what I'm going through with such up-normality & a thing as if does not have an existence. It was not affecting much, but the pain was always there. Never thought that others can scan my mind or maybe those who is close & wanting me bad or good! I don't know. I might think bad & gain bad! Just because I'm thinking??!! But that was not much as what I felt later on for many years. Time Passes & after the second year of work before the third year of few months I decided to leave back to Jordan for bringing my son to keep with me in Abu Dhabi, the approval certificate from work & from authorities been approved. So I left to Jordan seeing my mother & my son alone & things were just fine. Thinking: Scanning on our brains & memories even while dreaming or fucking! (Me & x wife). In whose law? Making Black Market over the world for blue movies? What a business! Never knew that we were or me were under satellite scan even during my stay in Jordan. I was chaste where ever I go! What was giving me so much pain while I was thinking. & once it happened. My sweet girl in staff bus yelled to me & said you crazy! Is it because I was thinking?! So I been wondering & having no clue at all. Could she read my inner thinking?! ohh not again. Wanting her to understand that I have no clue of what she is doing, but I kept quite. Been advised to stay in Jordan & look for a job & to stay with mother & son. At Dana hotel been accepted to work with good salary but I yet to go back to Emirates to give them one month notice that I want to Quiet working & have a chance to work in my country & to stay with small family of mine. So I went back & gave a month notice & left them for good after renewing another 3 years with a newer contract that I gave up on. Promising my Chinese lady that I want her no matter what & I'll do my best to bring her to Jordan to stay with me & family, thinking that I can be working to settle down for ever. But things never happened in this way! I used to call her & she used to call me most of times. We both were in so much wanting each others but nothing helped me to even help her. She used to call my mother son & speak to. I felt so sorry for me & for her. Remembering: During my stay in Emirates a Persian cook from Iran (so chief) was attacked to his brain & had a brain surgery to stop the bleeding. Good He has been recovered & back to life. It is scary to speak about what satellites can do mainly with NASA Package of programs that yet to speak about. At work they never grant me any PC or office & been asking me to full fill my Job & to teach a store keeper. I had to leave them after 2 months to find me another hotel. I did try my best but it seems impossible because a nice satellites of shit Arabs. They having Satanism network & share my brain since a long time back. with the china lady! What I can do? Nothing. So I gave up on a hope During The Scan Period with pain Finding no luck in life trying my best but being under Satan force that many can enter my brain to give me so much pain! Since the day I entered Jordan. I'm trying to find a good job. My sister she used to send mother on a monthly basis good sum of money & my mother she uses to share it with me, wife & son. What a life! What a shame for me not finding a good job. Maybe it's Jordan Policy. Even though still I'm under so much pressure trying to ignore of what I'm going through. But would it help while they keep on going with me? No privacy, no secrecy! For how long. Being in hell at all times. Many people got involved with my life, some were good & much more were so bad. Bringing me to politics, religions, questions & answers, blaming, reminding, redirecting my thoughts & thinking & much more pain with much bla bla bla, fear from surroundings & some assuming that me an a king adviser. Leaving me not to live with me. That yet to read about. So during this period having my self connected over the internet knowing a good lady an American one for six months almost day & night. Deciding to get married & might then to leave to the U.S.A. Read my American wife story & other ones. During the scan period My American wife: I have been Involved with Internet Use, finding new friends from all over, having many friends as any of you. One day knowing her from Missouri State in USA from Koenig family. We stayed for about six months emailing & chatting over ICQ program day & night knowing each others knowing each family, love talk, respect & wanting to hug. Agreeing with no cheating to get married in Jordan where I live in Amman the Capital of Jordan. At this time I have been a new Start a Web Designer working a part time to a company at home. I build Pamela (my wife) a web page to show her what I'm doing for living & being honest with & hide no secrets from her. She loved my work & sent me her photos to build the site. Finally she did accept to come from all over to Jordan, getting married, knowing my son Roger, mom, & both sisters of mine. Living together, learning from each another's, remaining together for about 2 months almost. But taking a discussing for her to leave because things changed from her part. Deciding us to separate due to unknown behaviors of her. She did not get a long with my mother & she was under pressure acting strangely with me. She gone sick & doctor had been brought & asked for some tests, giving her medicine. 2 Day's later she had to leave. We stayed in contact through internet & one day she surprised me by stating that she's pregnant. How that can be! 2 Week after the Lab Test! & she was in period when she left! Is it true? Well she started to say that she loves me & she wishes to come back promising she'll be ok & she should change her attitude & to love me more. But I should give her a chance to prove her love to me. To start submitting our documents to the American Embassy in Amman. Emigrant Visa's for me & son. She did agree to be a step mother for Roger & she with her mother is the sponsors. Finally I did accept telling her please come. She came with presents, some for my son & some to keep at home Angels Statues. We started to give each others chances for love & truth. Frankly saying she was good & trying very hard. But she did not know things of what exactly going on from the space as if I knew! Jordan Space, the Satellite Station & Shit Satellite One. I didn't know still. Any how she did prove she's pregnant by bringing those pictures showing baby in her. One day she wished to check on, I took her & in the clinic she asked me to go to exchange some Dollars to pay the clinic. When I came back she had the examines & I did not see anything. So we went back home. 2 Times traveling from the States To Jordan on her own expenses turning back the first time on my own. Things were much better than the First Time between us, starting to do the necessities to finish the visa's documentation & loving each another's. I knew there were something going on, strange things with her. She started to act as if she's crazy. Shouting at TV screen! Seeing things as she stated. Weird she said. Un logic. My self did not know exactly what was going on. She was under pressure by unknown. God what is going on? Telling me that she counts the blocks in the bath room! What this means? She likes to count! So what! I wanted to understand her, but the truth been far distance from & between us! We did finish all the Embassy paper routines. She decided to go back to the States to wait for me & son while me to enter the M.C.S.E course. I had almost six months to finish the course & after six months to enter U.S.A. Studding so hard & over the Internet for Questions & Answers. Not getting enough sleep & my time were so un stable, wanting to end this course in order to assist me working a long with my hotel experience in USA. To support my family. & To be a family man. Wanting us to grow with love & peace. We both agreed on these facts taking decision for her to leave to wait & to deliver the child in the States. (Course, Visa's & Delivery) Not to waste time. She left on my expenses wishing each others God's best guard to accomplish this dream to come true. Things were so ok for both of us me & her just to wait to start a new life. One day her mother emailing me saying that Pamela Is Sick & dangerous pregnancy & the child is in danger. Saying that I to leave to the States as soon as possible. I have been in so intension during my studies. Trying to simplify the situation on all, not wanting to leave before ending the course. Having the both emigrant visa's Yellow Envelopes Expiring Six Months Starting From Date Of Issuance. Nothing to rush because M.C.S.E is a must & I did pay for the entire course.

The problem was not sure were she her mother or her? Even though I was not sure, but agreeing to continue with the course & it's better for all of us. Trying to study while worrying about everything! So hard it was. Can't do anything. Emails from both sides she & her mother, giving me no chance & forcing me to leave to the States me alone without my son to check on my wife & to be with because she was really sick & delivering the child. It was shitty situation & hard on me. Then started to have notices that they will draw their sponsor ships & will be hard to go to the states. Then receiving an email that they already send the Embassy & me no longer belonging to my wife & my daughter Lilly. I referred to Embassy & they stated that me to hand over the envelops & me to solve the problem with my wife. How should I solve the problem with my wife over the Internet? While satellite shit playing with incoming out going emails! Where is the truth? Where is God? Along with other Arab countries collies satellites. In the year of 2000 I got married with an American Lady Pamela. She sudden started to yelling at the TV. Because some mother fucker used to speak to her (Sound Mixing) in TV. She used to count the blocks in the bath room because she been under scan by the satellite of Jordan. She fallen sick, in her brain some one been damaging! She had to leave back to The United States of America. She has been under so much pressure. I did realize this after her departure. An American Lady been attacked in Jordan, she was Pregnant with Baby Girl ((Lilly Anastasia Gabriel Lord Polaski)). Since that day & I'm suffering by those shit Bedouin those who works at the Satellite Stations some in Baqaa & some in Balqaa having entertainment by screwing human minds & creating corruption between. Terror, horror & madness. Through me & who ever I know. I took a part in helping Peace Using My Bright Side of My Brain; they kept punishing me day & night. I did my best to show God existence & A Way to Heaven. I did try my best to leave to U.S.A but I believe Jordan & Arabs not wanting me to leave because they the ones who attacked America. A news paper telling me in my horoscope to dress well, sit & face TV screen. Many voices shouting not were letting me to sleep, asking & forcing me to open the TV. Ok I'm saying to my self. So I did set & faced TV. Guess what? Jordan TV along with voices from U.A.E people that I knew & worked with, scanning my brain & speaking to me! While Jordan people having nice fun. Fuck you Jordan you & your Satellite Station People. Doing this for what? I lost two chances (Looser) China lady love & American lady love. Then below mentioned started to increase my pain: Then Sept The 11th Started With Al Qeida Osama Ben Laden & made it much harder on me. This is the truth of what exactly I been through. Fuck you America & fuck you Arab Countries, All is cheating. What about GOD? Nice satellites & stations, nice NASA programs, nice (Rain Brain Scan, Dynamic Eye's, Tele-Transporter) having human brain tortured! For what? You all did this to her & to me! And also to my mother & family. I only lived with my American wife 2 months & never hugged my Lilly. Thanks to whom? Nice movie for all sharing? Nice peace! Demon's Devil's & Satanism. Murderers, killers & shit brains. Inputting, outputting human brains! What about GOD? Shame on you all. I hate politics & all of it nothing but lies. The big ones eat the younger ones & so on! What shit life you shit satellites made out of mankind? Go to hell. Who is making war now? Whose fault it is? Un forgivable sins & mistakes you made out of your selves Arabs & to all mankind. You shit satellite stations. You shit brains were scanning on both of me & wife while fucking & licking each others! Nice Muslims! Fuck You Arab Countries. Nice Movie! What I got to do with this? Some assumed it is a cold war, some states that it's investigation, some say's it's for peace & some still seeking to keep on blaming even through TV screen by playing with chars & voices sound matching mixings assuming that it is a virus. Forgetting that my life gone on waste, not doing anything but keeps on killings & shorten life with pain. What about God? For who long this should go on? What Shit Brains I'm facing or maybe others feeling the same? I leave it to God once there still a believe in mighty God the only one who created the entire universe. Now all are involved & secrets grow too many day after day because of insisting of satellites of going on with such package of NASA's. What still yet the future to go on with. Read to learn more & more. One day while I was under so much pain trying to get a sleep, trying to eat some food! But even the food has no taste at all! No sleep but so much pain that was in me because all around were so much Bla Bla in my skull & brain scanning, speaking, fighting & giving me hell. My believe in God & asking God of what is going on with me? Finally & after 10 day's I slept a long sleep after seeing Kings from haven smiling faces giving me peace to sleep. 10 day's with so much pain in the brain, the surrounding down below neighbors where so much bla bla about what comes to my brain & inner feelings, other than the satellite & voices telling & forcing me to open TV to watch. & they connected me with voices from Emirates some people I worked with before to give me as if an investigation as all man kind setting to watch what going on. I turned it off once I noticed went to bed to take a nap at least with so much pain in heart & brain. They were on my bed beside me. Angels they were with so beautiful faces to send me to good sleep & it was with no pain. I used to be so much afraid to dream, to think, to see any vision in my inner brain. Some images like by force comes, movies with Arabic translation also I used to read while my eyes closed. Used to think once they read my brain I might give harm to some one. Memories any of it was so much pain not to think about, but they kept forcing. Even though they made me to loose everything even my dreams & coming thoughts of still wanting to leave. Me with no hope to live among any people or they might suffer because of me. Having me trapped at all times. When I got up, mother called to tell me to drop Um Farris the old lady to her house. I was still under this comma! My brain was not clear & still thinking of what exactly those eyes of mine saw before sleeping. On the way I saw King Abdullah's brothers blocking the street by their cars while I'm holding her hand to cross the street. Thinking of them & suddenly I saw The King him self along with two men standing on each side of him at the entrance of her house. They left him approached to me & one of them whispered in a low voice & said PEACE! I didn't know what is going on! When I passed the king with her concentrating on the ground while walking, he turned & looks at me to say in anger mode "what about peace?" I look back & said peace upon you too. When I approached the building entrance I looked back & there were nothing, it was like just a dream or Ghosts gone with the wind!!! I went back home, setting with mom to watch the TV. But same it was, something wrong still going on I feel it & don't wish to speak to any about. Next day morning, after coming back from work interview, I saw Um-Farris in the road & she called me to her house. Entered & sat down, she switched on the TV & I saw the Prime Minister Abu El Ragheb & the king besides filling the screen. The king was looking up! & the prime minister was looking at me!! Shouting in anger at me!! Look what you brought us in to!! Looking at TV. Wondering is this real?!! & still my mind not clear. Aum-Faris (Old Lady) said, like this you made the king angry! Why you made him angry? I said, I didn't do anything to make him angry & what I got to do with him! Then I left to my home. It was real bad time at all times to me & I used to say, at least there is God. MY STORY WITH NASA Programs Along With Jordan & Other Media: Been so afraid, confused & not getting the point of what they want by enforcing me to or for! To please your own people Jordanians! Making them to carry sins & mistakes to the rest of their lives! (Satanic) Are they having fun? During the scan period on me! What I saw In TV: I saw all presidents such as Mr. George Bush along with Saudi King telling me don't worry, pointing at me: Look at him "me" he is afraid! We want you "Me" to live. What I saw In TV: Seeing Sadam Hussein of Iraq setting with his collies laughing to or at me! What I saw In TV: Seeing Osama Ben Ladin playing with his beard & looking at me with sharp eyes. Seeing King Abdullah the 2nd of Jordan standing behind two accountants as if they are calculating good & bad! As if judging me! Then next morning, a real military helicopter passing by so close above the building roof while I'm at the apartment in last floor. Me, son & mother to fear from such huge sound. Vibrating the Entire Building & To Create a Horror in Hearts & Minds! That was not in TV. But In Reality What I saw In TV: Seeing Princes Haya & an old lady beside her as if both were living in Canada! She's looking at me & telling me love us! And later she went to U.A.E to get married with Sheik Mohammed! I Remember: This Sheik Mohammed of U.A.E, I heard from his own people, that he's a drug dealer & he's a biggest merchant of such things in the Middle East. His own local people said that! Lately hearing that this Sheik having big projects that coasted much millions still under construction in Aqaba. What a business that to insure for the future. Actually such projects with so much huge building constructions on a real vast land build for market business of sales & entertainment which will get that much revenue for all of them Heard since a long time back that princes Haya being involved & ran away with some one from al Taweel family. A Palestinian who was living in Jordan without any approval or agreement from her royal family. Lately hearing that she's gone to Emirates to get married to Sheik Mohammed Rashed Al Maktum. An Arab Leader Son of Sheik Zaied of United Arab Emirates. Then, the King Along With His Brothers gave Street Visit To Me! It Was Real King Saying What About Peace? While me taking an Old Lady Aum Farris a Jordanian from Karak state in Jordan to Her House. Below The Building Where she was living. What I saw In TV: Next day seeing the Jordanian Prime Minister Abu Al Rageb beside the King of Jordan yelling to me or at me & saying look what you did to us! That was in Aum Faris apartment & she asked me why did you make the King angry? I said did I! During the scan period with or without pain ask your selves! Well what's wrong with everyone! I'm saying to my self. What the fucking shit going on? What I got to do with any of them? No reason at all for them to do this because it is a breakage of the main rule of God's Creation. No one has the right to do this to a brain of a human (Me). Is it a virus in the air? If it is then they all are nuts, Bedouins, crazy, shit & apes. Where are real good hearts & minds gone? Creating nonsense out of them selves & starting a 3rd World Wide War! Connecting countries trough TV! So shame. Describing the meaning of terror & horror by own selves by the Arab Leaders in a conference that held in Lebanon/ Beirut. Let them all now to ask them selves what is it for! Playing with media in TV Screen! What I saw In TV: I also saw Majed Qaqeesh a friend of mine that is mother is a sister to my Aunt Mariam husband Romeo Salman in TV. Sowing some nonsense that adjusting his pant then shaking hand with some Gulf hand. This means what? I don't know. What I saw In TV: I also saw my God father Jadalah from Bethlehem reaches the church to ring the bells in TV. What that means? I don’t know. Actually media can be played wit as how they want. The question is, why on earth they to pay it this way? Why they made such shit out of them selves & out of all? What I saw In TV: Osama Bin Laden also said, this last events did cut the world into two half's, this means good & bad. As if all been trapping all. Memories What I saw In TV: My neighbor a Lady Nawal Salaitta a Jordanian from Madaba state in Jordan laying on train railway as if she wants to suicide her self but some ones comes & take her hand to tell her it's a movie. She also used to shout through her opened windows & say's with a greedy voice finish it tell him who is his father! She's living a floor below me under my bed room. Once I did hear a voice approaching to knock my door, so I went to check it out looking through the door eye, she was there spitting on her hand, whipping her eyes, a black line on eyes was there, pretending crying! Knocking the bell & I opened the door. This type of Jordan ladies are. She is Christian cheaters most they are. She has a relationship with my son's mother. What I saw In TV: Seeing my friend Mazen Al Salaemeh a Jordanian from Hebron (Muslim) a man I know sitting In front of Yasser Arafat (P.L.O) leader during some conference! Seeing my friend Sanousi from Libya, princes putting him on a trolley felling down because he's heavy weighted body. Then them to laugh at him. During The Scan & bla, bla period with pain. This Sanousi, mother & sick sister (Cancer) were accommodated by my mother to care for his sister. He was out when I saw what I saw in TV. So much pain I took from neighborhood, not giving me a break to live my life even! Who did this to me? Why? For what? In who's law? Give me one reason! But unfortunately the bad people hooked to my ass. They fooled me in several ways during these years of what? Playing with my destiny, way of thinking & Bla Bla even while I'm dreaming, thinking, shitting or pessing, fucking & living. They cut the way on me even to find a way for living. Submitting my CV to several places. Even at work when I used to work, they were scanning & inputting, outputting mind to minds & vise versa. Welcome to Jordan of shit corrupted total administration. Some people that cheated on me during this of much suffering are stated below with their story with me & how of what they did to me & to my entire life: Neighborhood, when people started to Bla Bla & interfering in my own life & own brain, they took everything from me by scanning & Bla Bla between them self's about me. My mother fallen sick, suffering from liver cancer, been accommodated many times at the hospital, costing my sister much of money & later, been told by the doctor that she's going to die. My sister & her husband came from Kuwait to take her to Kuwait as her request. During that time I had to take my son to Turkey to find a better country for survival. Went with a group for one week & found no way to do so. Came back to Jordan. Later After her death in Kuwait, after her funeral in Jordan, I had to sell the apartment furniture, car while I'm still waiting for those who cheated on me to pay back my money that they took. At this time I had to take my son to India trying to survive & find peaceful life for me & him. But being under scan same as in Jordan! Their story with me as below during the scan & bla bla period with pain in my brain: Sorry for my poor English. I can't concentrate much. Trying my best. By: Nabil Zegord Konz Kurt Polaski To be continued….2

My Life Story! I'm getting old! (Part 2):

My Life Story! I'm getting old! (Part 2): Their story with me as below during the scan & bla bla period with pain in my brain: When I lost the hope, I decided to leave to Turkey/ Istanbul with my son. I was in so much pain in the brain & sickness to my entire body. Leaving Just to have a relief & to have some logic to survive with. Hoping God to help me. Trying to find a school & accommodation but failed because even there I been under scan. So I came back to Jordan. NASA programs still running by Satellite Stations Satan's. Where is the law in Jordan? Or Human Rights? All been scanning on me. Damn you shit Arabs. Such programs of NASA you all used it in real shit mode attacking human rights, law of GOD other than all religions. Damaging everything good in my life. Who attacked American lady brain (Wife) & Scanned on her? Who damaged a complete life of families? What are you to do this? One day after me & son coming back from Turkey Istanbul, This Assem Hadadien a Christian from big troop some are judges, some works with Arab Army & some are advocates. Came to me knowing that my mother is dying by a Liver Cancer & she's leaving me some money. He suggested that me to help him with a Loan that he shall pay back within few day's, stating that he has a vast land he has to pay the Government in order to have it a release. He asked for J.D 2700 Two Thousand Seven Hundred Jordanian Dinar. And I gave him J.D 2800 Instead. My son was with me to witness. During this period July, 2003 he brought me his friend Nidal Al Sharkas a Muslim & Armenian origin. Al Sharkas originally a Christian Troop came from Russia but converted to Islam during King Abdullah the 1st of Jordan. Assuming me & son to leave Jordan to United Kingdom of Britain / Manchester. Saying he will get me a working visa & education for my son in Manchester. He asked me for $1000 One Thousand Dollars & I gave. During The Scan or was not! I can't remember. But bla bla period with pain. When my mother died, I decided to take my son & to leave to India. Due to hell of Electronic Harassment, They followed me again & made the same shit with me & to all people I knew. During the scan period of Mohammed an sisters & Jesus an sisters. Damn you all, look what you did to the whole world wide. The whole world wide shall demand for their rights. Fuck you shit satellites you shit Bedouins. Nice Osama Ben Laden with September the 11th. During the scan period & lot of bla bla bla Babylon virus. Hearing voices of a lady saying go & sell your self to India. Then another male voice telling me go as Political Passenger. I did ignore those voices because they were cheating playing Devil with me & with my wife before me. Why should I trust such voices? I just wanted to leave because they were fucking me & my total life. Next day I heard voices behind the door, I went to look through the door eye, seeing 3 men in black dress going around a lady setting on a chair in a next facing apartment! This lady was Rana Haddadin Daughter of Basil Haddadin a bother of Assim Haddadin. One of those men was Mazen El Salaymeh. What shit going on? So I went back & sat in the setting room. All are shit playing. They made Jordan shit. What country it is! Another day, hearing voices in the third floor, a Russian lady stating that she was a sleep & a thief opened her door! She saw a shadow entering here & there. She said my door was closed! Then he ran away. What a building! Full of shit. Thief's all over, troubles & madness! Events on a daily bases! Lot of strange things going in Jordan. With this, Jordan is a mental hospital. A Satan country. Evolving all & other countries to their shit. All were creating me hell of problems while I'm with son at home. All of them are trappers. Satanic Network. Big Shit Mafia! 1st time I traveled to India with my son. 2 months & half in India couldn't do anything & truly thanks to Sonia voice in TV the Prime Minister saying about me: He did not ask for anything just leaves him alone. (True or faults I don’t know). Thank you India for accommodating me & son in Dr. Anil family house. Thank you so much for proving the real India to All. During the scan & bla bla Period. There was the same scan over me! Coming back to Jordan & still demanding for my money from those who took from me, finding out they really bad shit with their Government. Big Mafia creating racialism, problems, thefts & blackmailing. Ohh What a Rat Race. Looking to start again in-order to live with my son. But no luck & no relief. All wasted my money & time! What can I do? What Jordan is? Nothing but shit for ever. All are Shit Muslims & Shit Christians. What King & Queen of Jordan now! Trap after trap! Arabs are not humans. All are pimps & whores caring for money only. They keep on wasting victims! Apes & Satanist's. I still have a copy of Loan he took from me & never paid yet up to now JD.2800. And all other documents are in the advocate office. Total amount is JD.3500 all are cheaters. They play with the law as how they want. What LAW of Jordan? All are guilty Did my lawyer Dr. Yazeed Salah give me any amount after winning the case? Nope he did not. Gangster of SHIT all of them. Mafia of shit. I'm I under scan or not? Why they played on me such a game? Satanic network all of them. Good job Jordan Once a priest has been brought to me from Elias side while my son been living with me still. Bringing me lot of tins & cans, food items. In the same period when my Aunt Mariam Al Shami or Salman sued me to take my son away with her. She never wins any case & I did ask my son if he wishes to leave to his mother. Because they all were thieving me after my mother died & after failing to go to the states. Trap after trap, lies after lies that lasted many years. Later I paid J.D 45 to the priest to church box. During this period: My son Roger grand mother Mariam Al Shami wife of Romeo Salman. My aunt & a mother to my x wife. Coming to Jordan to sue me & to take my own son to deliver to his own mother Bernadette in U.S.A. I gave up on him due to what I'm going through & on those mother fuckers of Arab Countries with their satellites. Go to hell shit Arabs. Big shit mafia. You cowards, demons & Godless. May the lord God to curse you all for what you all did to me. Hearing a voice in the below streets stating that (They Created God We Will Create Satan) from the street below. Nice Arabs. Fuck You Jordan go with your Satan to hell. All of this Political Hiding Coverage of your sins & mistakes. I cant trust any of you. Actually, this aunt of mine Mariam Al Shami once was bringing me a Hebrew letter from Bethlehem stating that she found it within her dead father documents, wanting me to translate it in Jordan. It was a trap. Shame on her. How could she do that! I took this paper to many places & finally found a translator telling me come tomorrow & get it translated. It was in a far place. Next day I went to collect, & read all about: It was stated that I here by stating that my Daughter "My Mother" has a son called Nabil "me" not belonging to his father. That what made me Angry. When I reached I gave this translation to her. Shit family like hers allowing her to do such a thing! She's accusing my mother a bitch "her sister" & since when a father of her or of her sisters to do this to own daughters? She played with her dead father soul. She did that during my marriage time due to some problems I had with her daughter a wife of mine. Obviously, these sisters (Aunts) used to have family problems since child hood. The children to take this madness of theirs & to live with! I been trying to explain, what I got to do with their problems? Finally they got me involved with many traps, here & else where. Accusing my father for being a Muslim even while he's dead! Look at the surroundings also stating the same! Apes & Satanist's. This what made by my own family from mother's side. They should understand what they did to my entire life. So here I am living alone at last, not wanting any of their shit stories due to their mentalists. I stick around with those I believe to stay with. Shame on those behind the shadows, sneaking to gain all the secrets from my brain. They created their war, they live with their shit. With this ( Fuck you P.L.O's, Fuck you Jordan, Fuck you Kuwait, Fuck you Emirates, Fuck you Egypt, Fuck you Syria, Fuck you Israel & finally Fuck you USA). Creating Shit for all to live in! I hate politics & this shit of yours from above Electronic Harassments that still going on! Strangers got in my life & most were trapping me. Due to my sisters husbands, one from Egypt & the other from Syria this also created hell of problems to us all. Lebanon also played due to another Aunt living there! (SATANIC NETWORK) The Arab world & their media mainly TV channels played so much dirt games to bring up much of Bla Bla Bla creating shit out of all. From: (Jordan, UAE, Kuwait, Lebanon, Syria, Egypt & then from USA) sharing this type of corruptions all are involved creating madness of different viruses to many families. Coming from U.A.E & this OSAMA BIN LADEN Construction Company was living door to door of the apartment of my mother. They were a working staff, different nationalities such as Moroccans, Pakistanis & maybe Indians. After being married to an American, they started this Sept11th, 2001. Fake story & international story it is. What a history! All are guilty & cheaters as if world wide trade center. Brains in a mixers, groups, singles, families & nations are in danger. E.H created much of damages to many brains from many families other than strokes from above. My Uncle also caused me hell of problems brining me strangers to fool around with me & made me to loose so much. Time, money & pain in my body due to much of people brain sharing & strokes from above destroying everything good in life, breaking God's law of creation & human law of believes. I love National Security, peace & God is first. I used to say facing all; I refuse my life to be a movie. At least I am a human. What about you all? 2nd time leaving alone to India: Still wish to play Electronic Government? Nice Arabs in the Middle East. Killers, thieves, blackmailing, assassins, demons & still acting proud? Why & for what? Did you won & yet to win anything? Ask your selves. Playing with a human soul! During the scan & bla bla period with pain. Knowing Mahmoud Al Michaela a teacher works in Moses valley (Petra City) Owning a Mobile Shop promising me to have a good business in India a good size Restaurant Project that works 24 hours which I suggested for a business brought by Saleh Al Sanea a friend of mine that introduced by my own shit Uncle Qusta Al Shami. Same time Abu Alaa-Saleh Al Samhorry wanting me to check on Koki Water in India & ready to import at any cost. They all been cheating letting me to rent the apartment to Abu Allaa for one year assuming me to settle down for the project promising me that they to follow me later on with much of money about J.D 34000 Thirty Four Thousand Jordanian Dinar. So I left to India on my own expenses after having the apartment rented. Finding good friends in India to find a land to build the project, finding those merchants who sell the Koki Water. But those in Jordan cheated & did nothing as they promised. They didn't send me any money, nor did any follow me to India. They are Jordanians. They cost me a one year suffering with JD1500 that my own sister had to pay for them to evacuate the apartment. They are shit demons. During the scan & bla bla period with pain. I did suffer a lot from my Uncle & those who he brought to me. He made me to be involved with so much shit other than brain damage caused by NASA programs & satellites. He also cheated on my mother many times before & on some aunts of mine. He also cheated on my sister & her husband. I used to say, good hearts with good minds never dies. Are they still there? These things I keep inside me & not wanting to speak about. But forced to. Stop blaming me shit brains & shit Satellites. Once I did accommodate a nice gentleman from India Bangalore, was so much good Muslim. Always praying & never made me to feel bad. He was a real wise person been working with An Indian company Land Mark co-operated with some gulf country. I don’t know. Once he came & said, I have a problem. I lend a lady working with me some money JD.1000 stating she did not pay her rent for six months! Now she's denying that she took from me. Later on Police came & did investigate with her. Later on he has to leave back to India. I don't know what exactly append, but he was worried most of time. During this period of time, he brought me her name & mobile no. Se's from Jerash. We tried to call, but obviously he been cheated by her. He thought she might be a friend. Never answered the phone. Many Girls like her still doing so in Jordan. Her name is: Dalieda Rahmah Afeef Yousef Jaber People with their dark side of their brains cheat's good people of good hurts & good minds. I also remember that I wanted some furniture for one room in the flat & he lends me some money. I couldn't JD 250 to pay still but for some reason due to his still living in the flat some amount been deducted from total amount. I did not cheat on him & wanting to pay what left for him. But never given a chance & due to his departure because of problems had he faced at work! God knows better. It was hard tuff time at that time. He was a good man, got married & having children God Bless him & his family. I staid with contact with him over Cell Phone. My brain could not concentrate due to lot of shit around me. I used to say, good hearts with good minds never dies. Are they still there? These things I keep inside me & not wanting to speak about. But forced to. Stop blaming me shit brains & shit Satellites. During this period: So I tried to survive by letting some people to live with me in the apartment. I accepted to rent one room for one girl who used to bring her girl friends & another room to some man who works with Tourism Cars. We were like a family not hurting any of us. Eating together & not cheating. Loving each another as real brothers & sisters. Once I hear a voice in the street shouting from old ladies: He accommodated girls in the apartment! What shit community it is? I'm asking my self. Fuck you shit Arabs. How am I to live? What are we doing indoor for you mother fuckers to insult me & to tell all how I'm living. May the lord GOD to shut your ass wholes (Shit Mouths). Finally she found a work at school & she left to Ajloun. So far she sends me messages in any holly day & occasions. She a sister to me. She used to look her door while sleeping as if she was living in opposite apartment! It's the same & was the same. And the other guy lift to get to another apartment due to some changes took over in his life. Now he's married & still calling from time to time. A brother he is. During this period I were looking for a job but no luck & no one to ask Nice Sept the 11th & Al Qeada? India, China & Japan also got involved. I never have been against any nationality or any religion. God is the greatest. Who still wish to play? I used to say since the year of 2000 case is closed, I have a family problem since child hood. No one wished to end & made me to live in hell in all of these years. Why to get married once 2 marriages failed in Jordan! I used to say, I don't need corruptions while I was in much of pain. It was so much DANGER. Some one has to speak peace. During the scan period as now. What to say! Nice Muslim & Christian of Arab countries, nice traditions that you & your nice Devil did to me & to all! American Arabs (Palestinian Jordanian) & what are they doing? Here below where the problems started again with me: Rigged crooked total system & total brains. What a life story! By: Nabil Zegord Konz Kurt Polaski To be continued….3

Rigged crooked total system & total brains. What a life story!

My Life Story! I'm getting old! (Part 3):

My Life Story! I'm getting old! (Part 3): Here below where the problems started again with me: Rigged crooked total system & total brains. What a life story! One day some one Called Dawoud Al Asmar who been in The U.S.A & Canada as he stated. Wanting to live in Jordan so I did offer him a room for J.D 100 per month. His type keeps speaking much complaining about past & what he gone through in U.S.A & Canada. He brought subjects that I can't understand & he been involved with so much problems. He was not working. He wanted ADSL Internet connection saying that he will pay for it. I saw that he needed some help so I said ok. During scan & bla bla period with pain. Few days' later I found that he's up-normal a type who create problems & I used to advice: Don't but he kept on. He's a type who not respect any person & he bla bla much about all. A type that can't have a friend. His past is shit & he turned to be as his past. He fools every body & thinks that with this he to live as he wanted. Increasing the sound of his speakers vibrates the apartment in almost everyday even while I'm sleeping & I'm not saying anything to him. During Scan & bla bla period with pain. Acting as if he belongs to a rich family & supported by U.S.A Government & having some problems with F.B.I. Mistakes from U.S.A Government assuming that he has rights, wanting to sue the Government. He kept bla much about this subject knowing that others scans on me & wanting me as a connection to them even! Let him eat his shit. I had enough from such shit minded people that uses me for their own problems. During Scan & blab la Period with pain. Not paying the monthly ADSL fees, stating that this is his problem with them because they cheat on him even though it's under my name. His type is the one who cheats on all assuming all cheating on him. But he used to pay the room rent. I had to stay shut because I'm in-need of money. During Scan & bla bla Period with pain. One day I wanted to rent the apartment the other two room & leave to find else where to live. Guess what he been saying. It is not allowed I have rights & I don't want any body to share with me my life. And in-order to make me to leave your apartment, you have to give me 3 months notice to find another apartment stating that this is the law in Jordan because he asked some one who works with the Government C.I.A of Jordan which can make so much problems to me. Several times I used to tell him to leave but he didn't. During Scan & bla bla Period with pain. One day while I had been sleeping, I heard lot of voices in the apartment late at night. Children girls shouting & TV on with full sound. So I got up & it was 2:30 or 3:00am! So late. Asking my self who are they? Where from they come from?? Opening my room door, Hearing doors closes. So I went to the setting room & found blue movies in TV (Hustler Channel). With so much sound. I did reduce the sound & sat for a while trying to understand what is going on. Suddenly a small aged poor type boy un civilized came to me & asked who he is? I said he's David (Dawoud) don't you know him? He said is he your friend? I said he's living & I rented a room. All what he said ok & left to the other room! So they used the other room for them. Who the hell gave them permission to enter the apartment been wondering! & to use the room other than the shit David. Both rooms are closed & now there are no voices in the apartment. Went to the bath room to find the shower basin full of water! So I said to my self go to sleep & in the morning find out what's all about! So I slept & in the morning went to kitchen to do some dish washings & cleaning the miss in the setting room. While thinking who are they. During the scan. Knowing some are witnessing & understanding of what I'm going through. Saying to my self, once they know everything of me & what I'm going through. The truth is the truth. Where is my privacy or secrecy? While I'm standing in the kitchen, a nice good looking lady dressing Black Abaya asking me for a cigarettes & I said sorry I ran out of, I don't have any. She said sorry for the miss we just wish to go for some shopping & then to leave. I said ok. During the scan & bla bla period with pain. Now Dawoud (DAVID) wakes up comes to me in the setting room & say's did you see how beautiful she is? I love her aunt. Their families are whores. I know there family & they know me. How about them to stay inside the other room & they to pay you 5 J.D every day? I said no I want them out. They types who are so much noise making plus no need. Then they came back & Dawoud taking them to his room, giving them instructions, bringing them to me to ask that they wanted to rent the other room. They said: We will behave our selves & we want for few days only. We will pay you 5 J.D per day & no one to bring visitors. I Said What the Hell, I'm in-need of money. Few days' makes no harm. Calling Wetness Because Dawoud Been Creating Problems to Me. I Don't Know What He's After. Any how those few days passed with So much shit Lousy apartment with so much disturbance. Daily bases telling Dawoud tell them to leave. During scan period, Adnan Hamad was a witness because I called him. Didn't know what to do! I had enough. Finally telling them but they insisted to say one more day every day on a daily bases pegging to stay! So I did accommodate them for 3 to 4 days. So much Bla Bla from them all. She wanted to drink! Any how all of them used me. What they were after? Why they been doing this? Naughty they were & un civilized at all. Finding out that them ran a way from their family & having problems with! With this I said shut up all just leave. As I knew they were a family. As been tolled by Dawoud. Next day they left. During scan period. Any how Dawoud threatened me twice by showing off that he has muscles & he can nail me with one punch & to take me out from the ceiling other than bad words & stating that I'm stupid & cowered. Because I wanted him to leave the apartment. Knowing his past that he assume he gone 2 years in jail in U.S.A for a car theft & he is honest as he say's ( GOD KNOWS ) how should I know. So I called my friend Adnan Hamad twice & he brought his friend Jalal with him 2 times & came to me & said keep him, there won't be any problems just let go both of you. Because this is what he is. I tried before, all these problems that he caused to my life to make him to leave. But at the end as he wanted I did give him 3 months to leave. I don't want this type of life with some one like him. Still I want money from him almost JD.170 During scan period. One day after, she called Dawoud mobile asking for me! So he knocked my door saying that she wish to speak to you. I said I don't wish to Speak to her I don't know them they know you. But he insisted saying may be its important. She said you are a good person I just want to speak to You I'm on my way I just want to take one hour only from your time please. I asked why? She said please! So I said ok & she did not come. Next day at night, while I'm at my room sleeping I heard voices & some one knocking my room door & hard it was on me. Telling me open the door, this is POLICE. So I wake up & opened the door. Saying to my self what's now? Again more problems? They did not give me a chance to understand & they were rushing showing his I.D That he is Police Investigator & they are here for house checking for drugs. I'm wondering why? Putting my hands behind my back with cuffs, questioning & asking where are the Drugs & so on with this duty of theirs. Telling them I don't have any don't waste your time! Check the house please. They checked everything & took my passport. So they took what they wanted from the house, I don’t know! Taking us both for investigation, writing what we say, me in a separate room. Asking me about the girls & I did state everything I knew & said the truth & nothing else. They released us, dropping us close to the building. Then this Dawoud started with me wanting to know what I said & so on. I said enough ZIG ZAG with me. I'm tired & Want to Sleep. During this period Madcore Al Kabariti called me to work with him. So I accepted his offer & started to l Learn from him & work to my best ability. Coming home finding the main door of the apartment open un locked. While Dawoud buying few things from supper market. I had to wait for those 3 months to end plus he has to pay for the ADSL. After almost one month & half. Police called me we need you for more questioning & I said I'm at work why? What's wrong? So he said give me your work address & I did. Madcour was out & busy. I was alone at the office. They tolled me to call & you to close the office to come with us. So I have been to Jail for about 15 day's. Later on Madcore came & released me, took me home. During the scan period. I found all room closed didn't sleep thinking that Dawoud still in his room while he shouldn't because the 3 months passed. So I called Madcore & he said go to the office tomorrow & we will try to solve the problem next day. So I went without a sleep doing some work & later he & his friend came with me to the apartment breaking the door of my other room because the door was locked & were damaged (Some one were trying to open but did not & the key Can't open). During scan period. Then I found out that Dawoud Al Asmar did bad things to the neighbors breaking &trying to break her door & the main door of the building. He been taken to jail for one year. Here I am back with Madcour Al Kabarieti working honestly with giving the best I could. During this period I had a visitor to rent the entire Apartment. An American lady a Muslim one & her name Mrs. Hidey wanting the Apartment. She been so good & I keep her in my mind for being good. I also been so good & newly furnished the apartment with what I could because she gave a one year rent in advance. Her money I used to furnish the apartment & made some maintenance. I did my best & kept some small amount because of my expenses & still there is court waiting. During scan period. Living in a hotel, paying daily bases for about 2 & half months. My life completely changed. Accepting this sorrow & pain, saying to my self that: One day I'll be okay. The time was so rush to me, working, adjusting the apartment & renting. I did my best & God helped me. I was alone. Good friend assisted me. Now the time has come & still I have some money that I kept with Madcour from the apartment rent. Court Time! The judge judged on me 2 Months & I have to pay the fine. So Madcour came & paid. With this my money ended with him, finally found good people to accommodate me in Jabal Al Hussein, hardly surviving with so much pain still. During scan period. Finally I had to leave working with Madcour for almost seven months. Due to some reasons in between. Other than what I have seen in office TV screen. The wall paper on PC. They brought it to alive in TV. With some effect. The wall paper is this Madcour shaking hand with the King Abdullah II & some people around watching. My Jordanian passport not with me still! Now Saleh Al Sanea calls (A hunter) & I tell him, I want my passport & I don't have money to go to Madaba Police Station to collect. So one day he came & took me & I brought my passport back. Now it's with me. During scan period. Now I'm doing some accounting for Saleh Al Sanea plus a web page designing. Trying to survive. He pay's me 5 J.D every 2 or 3 or 4 days. Finding some one to rent the apartment, girls from Morocco good ones & I don't cheat. They won't cheat on me because I been telling the truth & helping them to stay. Monthly bases they pay me the rent J.D 360. I Deposit J.D 160 in according to my sister & her husband wish & to keep me J.D 200 to live with. To pay the rent where I'm staying J.D 65 & the remaining to live with & to look for a job. This how I'm living now. During Scan Period. I got some relief. All of these years trying to rent my sister apartment for some good people explaining to them that this is my only income, due to my no luck in finding a job. Once I did rent to a Moroccan Girls "signed contract by Hind Fertal & another girl Louiri Lameyaa stating that they work in restaurant & this restaurant has branches in Jordan & the one man with them said I represent the restaurant His name Mohammed Bedawi. They will be ok & they work near by. Later on I did realize that they work in a night club. They had a problem with Nawal El Salaita & They want to leave & I did let them to leave. In this period: Another two ladies & the contract been signed by Mrs. Samar Saleh "Jordanian & her mother Egyptian" & Mrs. Shaima that left to Iraq later on. At the time of the 3 months period payment, they left to Egypt without paying the rent, Locking main gate & main door. I wait for 3 months then break trough. Breaking the main door after having their approval by a Cell Phone message & after calling my sister & her husband to take their approval as well. While breaking the door, this Nawal came to tell me, you don't have the right to do so, did you bring a police approval or a court to confirm! I said I have the approval from those I rented & she's getting married in Egypt & not coming back to Jordan. Then I showed her the message. Made me to loose money & time which affected my family "sister & Husband" to send me some money. What is going on! What Arabs are doing? Something wrong. Samer Saleh Cell phone number: 0797369989, 0020193724947, 00423662790189 Sanabil=Shaema: 0779051001, 0020162837018 But those above mentioned did not cause damages to the flat. But wasted time & money of mine In this period: Moroccan Girls used to call & wanting the apartment. They were good to me. So after I the release of the apartment from Samer Saleh, I rent the Moroccans. This time they were dirty in the apartment, not good at all plus they used to bring guy's & many of those night club dancers to take to the apartments having their own mafia like I also came to know they were freaking out with other people apartments & mixing furniture between, Thief's they are. Tried to explain for them to leave the apartment, but bringing me A Jordanian influences such as Abdullah Abadi & their manager of their night club as how they say, assuming they will compensate the damages they did to the apartment. Jordan plying this game & all are witnessing means what? All are shit. With brain connections all are shit. In UAE much of such Moroccan girls are there. Hunting even in the streets. Believe it or not. Never been involved with, even her in Jordan. I did not make any girl friend from any of them. Treated them as humans only with respect Their Cell phone numbers is: Hind Fertal: 0798961616, 0799700754, 0796552506, 0797385865 Lamia=Yara: 0797690509, 0797626397, 0797385865, 0796854502, 0798924770, 0798934775 Mohammed Bedawi: 0796146481 Abedulla Abadi: 0795566055 Those girls caused hell of problems to the building & to me. At the end they left with paying nothing of what they made to the furniture & Items theft. Jordan has many big mafias. All are involved. All of these years they made me to lose so much. Satan's they were at all times. Godless Lawless Human less & trouble makers with much of internal corruptions in all relations. My loses with Moroccans is JD.1200 they were miss using the apartment, you know (Whores). Did my best to make them to leave but they create hell of problems. They kept on promising to pay but they did not. Their phone cells they changed & ran away, even though they still in Jordan covered by Jordanians. A full community based on cheating. Money chasers Plus time waste. Fuck you Jordan. In Abu Dhabi I used to work with a restaurant that has different outlets, Moroccans were working in such restaurants. I though something like that. Even this Moroccan F&B manager Madam Nuzha in UAE lady I saw in Jordan TV channel wearing black glasses going down the stairs in as an airport. What this means? I have been told that there is 250 night clubs in the capital city Amman of Jordan. Nice Movie? Those girls were giving hell of problems to me. Giving rent in installments, come after 2 day's, later on saying sorry, come end of this week & so on, knowing that I'm without a job. One day they gave me a 1 fake money note JD.50 with what left from the rent to pay I used to tell them don’t cheat on me. They used to post pond in paying the rent & installments they used to pay, giving me hell of a time. At the end they left without paying. In Jordan they made hell of problems to me as if wanting me to lose the apartment, many suggested for me to sell. This type of Nature of Jordanians. Shit blackmailing money & forcing many to be trapped. They did not stick to the rent contract. All of them are cheaters. This sweet Eliesa I love all of her songs. She also a nice photo holding umbrella under rain. Rain Brain Scan like. Angel feelings & voice from Good Lebanon. Shakiera below also from Lebanon. Who did attended in Lebanon Arab conference in the year of 2002? And what was all about? It was all about Terror activities. What is terror? What makes terror? How terror can be? What is the reason for terror? And why terror? Listen to Aliesa words in all of her songs to learn! Is peace & war or good & bad or haven & hell the same? Listen to Bob Marley & Michael Jackson Songs! Are they meaningless or nonsense? And what about movies? What about cartoons such as rabbit which say's what's up duck? Are all religions & houses of God (Temples, churches & mosques) meaningless or nonsense? Where is Arab & non Arabs conscious? Nope all are shit. Tell now I don't know how much I have depts. To pay ADSL or the contract of Mrs. Hidey expired because it was for one year. Even the Telephone Line is dead. That I will check when ever I have money to check out with. During scan period. Since when the law of justice against the truth? Answer this question. Why I had to suffer this much all these years? In who's law? Who makes victims? Who play's Satan or God? Who play's with a Human brain? Who play's with Human Destinies? Who decide War & Peace? Who Attack Civilians? Who makes shit out of all mankind? Who the one who's against God's well & wish? Who still play's in the sky? I am a victim with no privacy or secrecy that still suffers for what? Why don't you all stop it? Stop beaming on me lousiest shit from Jordan Sky. Fuck you NASA programs. Where are my sins or mistakes? Jordan was playing on & in all over the world, damn. Where is Peace now? Who can rise own head to speak about Peace from any Arab Country? Who will trust? Would world wide listen to any, once & as if they know more about Peace. Where is the good well? A NASA program is a definite Human Killing Programs & they used it creating Pavilion State. I been good in Turkey & in India but they corrupted my mind & created me lot of problems with others. I have memories & who don't? Should I remain of Conscious Punishment just because I think or remember! Hearing those threatening voices that telling me not to remember or to think or dream even! What life they made to me? I can't take this any more. There are demons above me. Please. I suppose to keep some events secrete to all! Let go please. Go to hell Satellite Station people & let your Voodoo Wheel of yours to go along with you all shit Arab Governments to hell. Isn't this what you all want? Let your {{ 1) Rain Brain Scan 2) Dynamic Eye's 3) Tele-Transporter & Sound Matching Mixing Recordings}} to let the entire world wide to sue you all. It is an International Case now. Who's going to stop it? Once still doing this to me. We just entered the year 2009 & still you focusing on me! You too go to hell. Who still wish to play? Gain more shit! Where is GOD? All of this, the United Jordanian Artists showing them selves to me! In streets, in Trading Complexes & some in ordinary shops. Nice Movie! What about the International United Nations Artistes such as Shakiera, Michel Jackson, Britney Spears & many more such as Enrique Eglesias following me to India to have a nice function in Goa other than Braein Adams in Bangalore! Some Lebanese Singers & much of songs speaking about me! Songs saying Let It Rain Even in the Brain! I heard it in some radio channel in Jordan while walking in the street! What about Nana. All of this what is called? It is a trap that Arabs trapped them selves by them selves. They yet to pay much to the whole world wide. They as usual as how they are, nothing but losers. Even they loose God's Heaven! This what they wanted this what they to gain! Who planted to gain what planted. I am not against any, this is my true story written while I'm still under scan. Today 7th, Jan 2009. Hardly can concentrate writing this, due those whom I'm writing about giving hell of a time to me! Once brain connections from Magnetic field. Fuck you all shit brains. Why been trapping me all of these years? Shit Muslims & shit Christians felling Jordan with what? Lot of them. A land of no where. Ladies & Gents: At first there was God, then life started by God by building the entire Universe. What we see is lot of Galaxies & Planets. Stars are there as well life been created by The Mighty God in many protected Planets in many Galaxies. This planet Earth is only one Planet in a single Galaxy along with some Planets & the most important is the Sun & our moon. All planets go & keeps going around the Sun. Our planet Earth turns one complete circle a round the sun = 365 days = one year. Other Planets different! To keep this Planet of ours living to run to live & we to live & die with. There are many shaped life's in the space, such as Humans & Aliens looks different & some looks a bet like us. God who knows more than us because we remains limited in our thinking even though we modify, amend, study, think, live & die while learning from each another's & within our self's. But God is unlimited in own way. Perfect & created us self built in growing, thinking, moving, dreaming & so on. Communities with different believes, traditions, histories, past learning, peace & war, new inventions & trade with are still limited in compare to God. Once believing in how God is great, wise people started to understand. There were miracles in life to create religions to praise God & not to fight. Religions should not fight, but in history we found war as some said is between religions, but it is not. Politics, traditions & Satan that took a place in minds. Who created war? Satan Devil. God the one who created. Should Satan be God & even though can win? So stupid minds that listen to Satan. Shit minded apes they are & not Humans. Technology getting more advanced day by day, year & years yet to come. But in these days, we Humans, what we are running our life with? All what I see is approaching to different war a definite one every day same madness keeping many people in bed to suffer as many! God to them punishing them & talk all about them within selves. Many victims died just because of such virus. Is this a Human Nature to kill each others? Humans need concentration in their life's. Not many sounds to enter their brains. One world can create much of words with much questions, answers, subjects & discussions that never ends. What life is it now since 10 years & more? Some one might die & then what to say? The question is was it natural? Once a Human can't decide or to think wisely, dream with fear, body torturing & no destiny to go on within a Human mind! & Satellite that still beams on the brain & voices in brain, brain scan (Thoughts, dreams & thinking) & connect to other brains (Humans, apes & animals) or to media (TV, radio, speakers, opened air, rooms) or both together, which creates lot of disturbance between Human brains & their destinations! Then there will be no goal to go for. Creates lot of problems, lot of wonderings, lot of talk, lot of corruptions & lot of Bla Bla Bla as what had happened in the past (Babylon City That God Cursed). Is it grace or curse from God now? How did I come out with the above mentioned? Because I'm the victim & gone through it all for the last almost 10 years & more. 8 years of so much pain (Each Second in Each Minute in Each Hour in Each 24 hours every day) passed already. One day almost one year of pain in 24 hours. Anon stop fear. NASA programs that made such secrete weapon in a one package & build the equipments that the package runs from above & within a single Satellite such as what we have here in Jordan (Hashim One or Two) maybe more. The package is a punch of programs as the follows: 1) Rain Brain Scan. 2) Tele-Transporter. 3) Recordings . 4)Sound Matching Mixing. 5) Dynamic Eye's. TV. Still they are playing with up to now! That insane TV. More un wanted like to be switched on other than the brain. WHY? I stopped watching for the last almost lets say 5 years. Then here I started to look at but still interference is there from the upper influence. It is a Secret Weapon controlled by the Satellite Station by those Satan's who wish to make war. Those who use such weapons are Demands, Terrorists, Killers & Blackmailers, Thieves & Shit. Those who is killing Humans faith in God & against God. Don't want peace! Such programs brought nothing but shit to all. No peace or war or money or trade or business but waste of many life's & time. How God should ever forgive such mistake of Electronic Government? What was or is & still the reason for me to suffer this much in day & night with no secrets or privacy? --------Smelling my own brain burns even!--------- Kill me then. & kill all as well!!!!!! God To Help Us All: Once there was a man whose past was scanned, he suffered so much more than any mankind in day & night was praising you God. All Human's Histories that he loved, peace since childhood which been loved by good hearts & minds. He at all times with own God & Angels from God's wish. Once he was attacked & he him self showed the existence of all love & peace. God & Angels cries from heaven, tears by sky with no season for all to feel. God loves all mankind, all to one at the end. We live here & there, God where ever is in this life. Satan in the sky, which keeps turning round & round by those behind the shadows who are in the caves. Technology & power in the sky, been attacking us all. Praising God Mighty God, just to keep us alive. A Human brain, Rain Brain Scan, Tele-Transporting thoughts & dig drain the past. Memories remains just to keep us in shame, Electro Magnetic Radiation that hurts Human Soul but also killing us all. Dynamic Eye's by Satan in the sky, reached with electric to the brain to give the pain. No privacy no secrecy in the brain, what shame should be blamed? NASA programs build in Satellite in the sky the Voodoo Wheel with none stopping the drill. Having fun & destroying mankind by the killers in the Station. Breaking God's Law of Creation just to prove the radiation. God shows & say's, who's against me, shamed Satan take away. But so far still not going away Oct, 2010 day & night runs here & there, killing families from here to there. How can God The Real God To Forgive. It is unforgivable sins & mistakes still going on. Thank you God for now & then, we don't need other Satan's in the sky or brains. In who's law this man (Me) to suffer this much? His brain eaten by all mankind brains. Now & then memories remains to us all to curry forward for now & then. At the end where it takes us all? Keep it saved in your brains. It is history that all denies, shame to all who can't understand. God the greatest since early beginning, shame to us all to have fun & joy with this Satan in the sky. There is good & bad everywhere, but life after death has heaven & hell. God the only one who judge us all at the end, shows justice to go on now & then. Angels many remains the upper souls never die. Human souls goes to hell & heaven to join what remains & some keeps on dying now & then. God how great you are. Telling us come to my heaven & many Satan's killing many of your good creation. We praise you God to help us to stay with you, help us to make it to heaven. Thank you God for being with us since child hood, our existence is the prove. What is the reason for this much still suffering, no clue at all. Wise mankind here & there, fights Satan's by your help & care. But Voodoo Wheel In The Sky still keeps turning now but not then, at the end God you to remain. Finally those in the cave have to stop killing all. No business with Satan or his followers. Good hearts & minds never die. In the Planet of Apes, the hero is the human (HUMAN). Say last wisdom "Damn You All, Look What You've Done". Should we be a part of this planet? Since the year of 2000 I used to say you'll picked a wrong person to play with. None wanted to listen! I speak world wide International Peace with good hearts & good minds. We are all humans, belonging to each others. Good & bad. I like always good not bad. So once there is a good well, suppose to be a hope. And once there is a hope there is a well. Life to go on. Updated today Jan 25, 2013 Finally finding an Iraqi Mr. Hamorabi said, I'll leave to Iraq to get married, and then I'll come to live in the flat. I rent it to an Iraqi couple students in Jordan, So far they are ok. During this period, I received a call from an Engineer stating that the building committee decided to make some maintenance to the entrance of the building & my store room should be brake down. So I transfer all the things to my sister place & much of them gone to garbage. They could've let me to keep it. Muslims trying to trap Christians & Christians trying to trap Muslims. After all much of are pimps & whores. So much of them even in the road. Everything in these day's been approved you know Electronic Harassment & Strokes from above. They want to make a movie & to make a budget. Nice. What about God? All are guilty. All of them Satanic Network. Did I prove my point or not? Elias agreed with him. Later on he started to pay the rent. I did rent for 2 years contract. Every 6 months payment. One year passed & has no problem with. But he requested few items extra after signing the contract, & I did purchase for them. Both are medical clinic student studying in Amman. He has a student ID to show what he's doing in Amman. Now it is 2nd Feb 2013 I'm wondering why he did this to me. On 31st Jan he supposed to pay for 6 months rent, but he said wait for another 4 to 5 day's & he'll call me. I said I have my rent to pay & expenses. He said if you don't mind I'll call you or I'll call Elias I need time. I said ok. His excuse is: they have Exams now, studying. So I called Elias & told me ok wait no problem. I sent him a cell phone message that been delivered to him stating that at the end of this month Jan, 2013 reminding you about the rent & waiting for your call along with my Skype name & my email in case, that was in 17th Jan. Believe it or not, I did not see any wife or any marriage certificate to prove he's married. Would that make any difference? I don't know. Today 8 February 2013 I received from Mr. Hamorabi JD 1500 out of 2100 from the 6 months rent in advance. 600 remaining balance he will pay after one month, as he assumed that his wife is pregnant & paid for hospital. They needed money. I paid for my rent JD 513 for 6 month in advance + JD 600 for My sister house. The remaining balance of JD 600, JD 250 will be reserved from for the Advanced Insurance that he paid. JD 150 to be added to my sister house. JD 200 for me to keep. Now I have a balance JD 72+70 $100 from my elder sister been sent to me from the states+ JD 387 balance left from JD 1500. Total balance I have is JD 527+200 after one month – JD 100 for the new boiler in Hamorabi flat. My balance for this 6 months is JD 627. Last period we did purchase JD 140 a stand Fan, micro wave plus different Pans. This period Boiler. They wont ask for any thing else. The roof needs maintenance, next month I will do. End of the update. By: Nabil Zegord Konz Kurt Polaski To be continued….4

My Life Story! I'm getting old! (Part 4):

My Life Story! I'm getting old! (Part 4): This Nawal tried to call me on my cell pone several times & I knew that there is something she wanted. Because this is her habit. Traps. So at the end she called Elias My Son God father to ask him for JD.50 for some assistance of the entrance maintenance. He rejected & told her no one asked us or told us about what you all were doing. Plus they break down my store room that I build it & cost me money. Though the engineer said nothing to be paid from your side. She tried to contact Mr. Hamorabi for such JD 50. What are they doing? Why I'm worried? Because people promise a lot & some times cheats a lot. This flat been giving me hell of problems with those I rent. People create lot of problems & they are from different nationalities. They have to respect them selves though it's my only income in Jordan. I been so kind & so truly honest with the people I rent. My Christian landlord still waiting me to pay the rent, a 6 months rent. Taking from the flat to pay for my rent. This is the type of a life in Jordan with brain sharing, EH & people comments on the spot. As if I'm belonging to them all. All are God's. They create lot of wastage of time, money & destiny in life. This is the way of Arabs are living. Many years before, I saw this in TV: 2 Couples entering a place welcomed by a waiter taking their seats four of them 2 females & 2 males seated around a round table which has a hole in the middle. The chef enters with a nice cute monkey or app that still young, male or female God knows. Opening half part of the table to replace the head in the hole & then to close the table. The app was shouting, wondering, looking & crying. The surrounded couples were looking at. Some laughed, some angry, some wonders & some hug her man. Fear was there for those who were watch at TV. Screen. Some children, some not. The chef comes with a sharp knife holds the app top head to start cutting the top part of head to take it off to show the brain while app under so much pain. The couples were watching. The chef cuts some parts while it still alive to serve them all. The app watching them eating its brain. Is this fare for so much pain? What a horrible seen. What a clip like to see. They say this helps sexual & sex with life for those couples. Or some cure to some inner feelings for them to over come from fear. I don't know. So who wants to eat my brain Ha? Or to suck all what's in it, such memories, thinking, thoughts, dreams, ideas & what ever comes from? Who did this to me? I want me to live in me. Me alone with my believe in God. That was a monkey, but me is not. What about you all! What about God? What about us all? Shame on those who did this to us all. Who's the chef? Where is the chef? Memories remain in all brains ladies & gents to curry with us till end of our life's. It is history that been recorded day & night to us all to keep with us. My advice every one of us to write to keep record for tomorrow to own family to keep for next generations & after that. Since when such a thing a joke? Are we humans or apps at this time Oct, 2010? It happened & kept on happening everyday & no one can deny, other than that God best wetness. Stop whispering in any man's or woman's brains either from above or from other brains. God to help us all. Stick with logic, people. Satellite station people: A human inner mind that speaks & thinks or speaks by words from inner or speaks by tongue while living alone & you to bring sort of amplifier by some technology to expose to surroundings to learn or to think about to create so much bla bla bla. Narrow & wide field (what is the range?) is a coward think to do. Using on/off switch between connected blocked brains & treat humans as machines is insane for brain memories to keep. Other than your recordings. Stop playing with brains which effects entire body, own entire life & destiny (stop the killings at once). Brain blockage to each others to waste their times! For how long? & what else? So much still there. Those who feels the pain can speak to loved ones (human Nature to survive) Dinosaurs died many years before & mankind remained with the help of believes in God & existence for generations ahead. Here we are better humans than those before us. But the question is those after us what they & their life would be? Those who live after will understand in the future. War, peace or what ever to go on with, with satellites or maybe without because I am a victim. NASA programs in stations to be stopped at once. Stop playing & damaging good life. Don’t make it shit to us. Don’t connect us with other else where countries satellites ever again & stop misusing it in this manner. Should I think in English or in Arabic? What about children that also can be connected? This much I to suffer! For what? What is the range? Wide or narrow? Right or left? In front or back? In circle or in triangle? Or may be up & down? Kilo meters or miles or feet's? This much playing with people brains? Picking brains to speak even by force to make others to listens to create witnesses for what. Away of control or a way to show what can you do? Or to show where this sound coming from! & take this sound in the air to other parties & then all parties involved to keep on punishing each others & public to listen to witness to what also! Who want to have sex with me? Who want to cheat with me? Who want to trap me? Who want to scan even my dreams? Shame on whom? Who yet to be blamed? So I think about peace, war, future, sex, food, family, mankind, satellites, moon, son, Universe, law, God, angels, Holley people, aliens from space, visions, seeing what might be the future, logic with wisdom, art, yoga, music, movies, sea world, space, mountains, sky, anything that attracts me! I like my self too. Should I hate my self because of any of your interference? I am a human you shit viruses. Or maybe we all to hate each others? So we love logic & with God, some times I forgive but memories remains. So stop playing with memories to expose or bla bla to take over between any parties to create corruptions. When I forgive means enough, it's my life not any of yours. Satellites stop fucking our life's. Get lost you shit satellite far away from human locations & stop doing nonsense to us all. We don’t need any whispering in our brains or chests even other than this harming our inner with your radiation. Should we speak by bad words for all to listing? Is this you want satellite station people? Creating madness field between us all? Enough for this shit to last for 10 years & more. Stop it at once. Stop trapping humans. Stop beaming or reaching to our brains & bodies. Stop being shit with us you satins in the stations. Stop connecting us with other satellites & their station people to create more viruses to other countries. What the range you want? Why you doing so? Come & kill us all with viruses or maybe with something else other than the secret weapon from space. Stop fooling us all what are we all to you? Which way you want it? Humans, apps or machines? Or pc's to create virus in or hard disk, chips, & memories to keep self punishing even. Who's suffering should know what exactly going on after analyzing the real pain even in soul. So much long time teaches & experience remains in brain with pain. Stop connecting brains. Satellites attacking earth people & being against International Law of Justice. This is a terror activity from satellites above us all but not above God. Who believes in God should not suffer & should have no satellite influence to publish too many brains. Stop acting like this you station people. Against human law's & God's law. Where voices coming from? Ask you selves' humans. Don’t you all have enough from such virus? Go away & don’t come back. Leave us alone with real God. Artificial God or artificial Satan goes to hell. Keep it natural please. Where is a normal life? Stop telling me what or how to think or to interfere in my life, health, destiny for being God or Satan. That's why I wrote my life story to give it to you. Stop this electro magnetic field at once. Real God to Help. Message to the world. My Life story. Every body can write own story & publish. Who's against this? Any law against it? Finally I decided to be alone & not to work because of this. They don’t keep privacy to any because they still doing so from above. I my self don’t want to harm any. Who's good with me I am good with. New relations I have to speak to all about & give my story for this relation to last if wanted by both parties. Don’t wish to trap or to be trapped. Such relation with honesty to last even if spying stopped or not from above satellite. Because it comes & goes. Treating me as expendable asset & belonging to them. My secrets taken away. Other than punishing me for past, present & future coming that me thinking what to do for tomorrow or after. Stop using me as how you want to share me with others or others to share with me. How should I know what's write from wrong? Once not taking my self from you or a relief for each 24 hours everyday! My advice to all is, who feel own self a victim write your own story! Where is the problem? & stop attacking humans. New relation once establishment to be based on honesty & truth. This is me, why hating me? The truth is peace. This story to be attached with my bio data as well. Birds Influenza (Virus in the air) Pigs Influenza (Virus in the air) there is lot of viruses every where also (Babylon virus). But same old virus that keeps on running goes & comes & not mention world wide & many not talking about means ignoring it? But people suffering & some wonders. If there is a problem that many witness they start to make the subject out of good & bad persons & both types suffers Because the satellite in out from there inner to the Air = voices above in the air & then it is a subject to many people to ask what is going on. Thanks God, to show the truth to all & praise you to take this virus away. You the one who deserve to punish us for past sins & mistakes not any other than you, You the best Judge for now & then. But some might do but not because of this virus that took over in our life's. And in this case all to forgive those who suffers with no blame from any to remain because of God. Or there'll be no God to go on with in the future for those who has ill, sick or bad hearts & mind because I am a human. Stop judging much people mainly on those who suffered so much for God & peace. & stop feeling jealous from those ones. Stop reporting to your selves or to others & breaking God's law of creation. Love God & stop these corruptions. God help us all to survive with good hearts & minds. Each one lives own life & care for it as how you & God wants. Enjoy Life. We don’t need this virus any more. Leave you shit virus far away from us all. This is my story same as how the clip of Britney spears that I used to say that she sang to me & about me. Enjoy the clip. Love those who sing for Peace & God. After all they also sings there believe to share others with. We don’t need this virus to affect such songs or clip. Good luck all. God to remain for us all. Any thing else would any to share with me? By the way God hates war. Forgiveness is so essential in most of times but with logic & not zigzag way. We don’t need our inner from else voices to speak to us to our brains or voices from space & carried by air. Why to suffer with so much pain. God to help people like that because it hurts so much. There are things not mentioned in this story & no need to mention because of Brains surrounded those who still thinking to find a reason of what exactly going on & they cant help it which hurts as well because of this Virus that took over in them. In Out. Some times children hurt us. Once connected by this shit satellite it irritates & some loses control over them selves & to start to act like shit & to think like shit to tell the virus to go away. So no one blame any because of God. This virus is a killing machine & many people got trapped by people & by this virus creating madness even for people in-door once their brains been played with. Who wants to be a human? Who wants to be shit? This is the case. Who wants to be good? Who wants to be bad? Who wants war? Who wants peace? Who wants heaven? Who wants hell? God is best wetness about our privacies & secrets. Good luck to all. Be aware while driving, screwing, taking hard-liquor or any prohibited tablets or drugs. Be with God better to all & try not to be trapped any one. Dream, think as wanted & no one should interfere in your brain which has memories & to play with. Past is past, now and then is more important. So help us God to survive. This virus I call Satan virus, shit virus & waste virus which creates Pavilion that been curst in the past & its people God take away from this planet. Each one has own history of memories to keep & might share with those who loves but not by force to be taken away from or to be punished for. Stop this habit of opening ears & eyes better for all & stop looking at each others much because of your inners & be cool. We don’t need satellite to enter in our bodies. The question is: is it happing to all of us or for a certain group? & others are doing what ever they like to do & satellite not approaching to them. Is this Law? Faire to all of you? What all of you are now? What any of you is taking from all of this. So God best judge not all of you are God's. What unforgivable sins & mistakes. Killing us all technology is rejected by all types of laws. As if it is war between us all. TV Can make people to win in prices once can be played with. Stop killing us all, stop approaching our brains. Victims to suffer still? For how long? This might create real war even between countries due to relatives here & there. I want a peaceful place to stay so I can think alone without disturbance from any of you. If any of you blaming me for thinking it's not my fault! I am same as any of you a human. I say me is a good human that don’t want to blame don’t want to sue don’t want to create any problem, don’t want to make any fault to any even to think about me that me bad. This because I love God. I stick with logic & not with un logic in life. There is God & there is law but this satellite is a tool to make pain, lose & no meaning to remain even those movies that bring brain for memories so satellite to keep scanning. Stop sound matching mixing in TV. To make it wrong to watch. So how people to relax at home other than brain damages even while dreaming. They use the brain to trap us all by their technology in their satellite stations. (SEEK photos attached pls. to understand) Go to hell you shit satellites. All people surrounding me know that. Oct, 2010 When it comes to logic then all will so it is true & we don’t cheat our God to cheat any of us or our own self's. Even foreigners know that too. Why still going on with what you have satellite in your stations? Drop this shit enough means enough fucking around with our brains. Doing this to me? What about the world wide population are they all suffering like me? I want my rights as a human same as any of you. This is logic. Or you all are cheaters & living with no believes in God. What about the future keeping in mind this is history that all are recording. Stop playing with inner feelings of human that suffers more with blood pressure & might get heart attack, stop approaching heart under chest bones or brain under it's protection by it's skull to beat to kill or our eyes to blind. Did any of you broth any of my rights in all of those years? At least I stay alone at if I'm allowed to say home, not to see any one indoor & not to bring any in. And suffer alone & maybe to die just because of all of you. Stop playing with brains because living with memories. Some good & some bad. Stop hurting me just because I'm a human. Making people to hunt people! Or group fighting or car accidents? There is God & there is law, this what I stay with & live with, God to help me. 1- Satellites in the space. 2- Stations on ground. (Both playing with Viruses) 3- Humans that should be against because of them connecting us & playing as they want even with our TVs, radio & what ever media is & news papers. All now belonging to each others, trapping & hunting each others, public, government & ministers. All are like satellites spying on each others & waiting for something to happen. The question is who is right among any of all. Who is suffering? Who is crying? Who is thinking? Who is whispering? Who is demanding? Who wants what? Questions from all & wonders. Other than that satellites connected with other satellites & so on in their countries as how satellite stations crew wants hiding with dangerous secret weapon that can hunt & kill. What a slavery & corrupted world we all living in, the majority to win? With who? Majority = Religions, politics, opinions, traditions & so on. This is insane once we living in one planet that belongs to all of us & Satan plays. God against Satan. Live with peace people. Stop the war stop the killings. Don’t let this virus to kill any of us. Our blood is not tomato paste nor our brains & bodies machines or shit. Where are the humans? Kill them all you Satan if this what you want. God can say that as well. One world is enough for all of us & don’t play with our dreams or imaginations to create something out of us. Oh hh h hh that hurts. Logic for all to stick on with. Live normal life as how God created it to us all. God is much greater than any artificial Pavilion. God blessed & still blessing us all with wisdom not Satanism that hates everything good in life. We live with God not Satan. Past is only a lesson for us all. Who any of you without sin or mistake daily you all creating to your self's? Whom to be blamed. Stop blaming me to gain more sins & mistakes by torching, threatening or trashing human soul & broad casting in & out!. What is going on? Is a terrorist activity since a long time & no one stopping. What a virus! Be aware from the unknown all of you. Why there is internet? Why people write their stories? Anybody against them? Why voices interfering in privacies of inner brains even? Why we live with this madness. Every body live own life & let others to live their own life's. Don’t cheat much. I wrote my story because it's my life & God gave it to me. Am I Expendable asset to any of you? Satellites reports to own stations not to play with human brains & create a subject. Human that, which any subject is about suffers a lot. How many of you are living in one brain? A living holly soul with God fighting to show the truth. People Kill those souls & live with no God or with no human rights. Taking me with my memories since the day I was born up to now several times & updating day & night how I'm living, thinking & what thinking to do & no one helping this is what? What's the meaning for my suffering? So I write me to who ever wants to know me better. Where is the problem? I want to shit now, I want to use WC. Should I take permission from God even? From any of you or from upper Satan or station? And this what my life is all about belonging to who? What about to me? Fortunes go but some times, something remains to beloved ones. If it is logic to keep then why others were after. But un logic fortune vanishes & once against God & law means illegal & who caused it has no heaven to enter & others were after. (What a human nature) money money money that’s so funny in a rich mans world. Stop begging you shit brains in stations or public. Once some one wants to give, it comes from own feelings & inner permission. In my case I hear many voices blaming me for giving those who I love. Me I lost so much not only money, how many black money in entire world that law even didn't know about & in many countries? My case all knows once scanned by all. I don’t cheat, leave me alone & find some one else to play with. Those who did this to me shall have no haven to enter. Nothing to do, nothing to feel, nothing to think about, nothing to dream about, nothing to do but to block my self alone to stay & feel the pain at all times from this Satan virus that still play's with me. I wish I can block my brain so no one to keep the blame at all times or a subject for many to argue about. Can any mankind to do this to own self at all times? God still witnessing since beginning. Not been able to think about son or daughter. Left alone to suffer. I am free from all countries & those satellites who wanted to trap me from many countries go to hell. Some are with me, some against, some watching, some still waiting some, for what all of this, some say's leave him alone, some treat us all like him if you dare, some say's he did not ask for anything leave him alone. What type of business world wide it is? You all forgot about God. Who lives for ever? Any of you? Was September the 11th & Al Queeda: Movie, business, war, Trap, how many died, big subject for all man kind to keep the record, memories & history. Stop cheating & playing with human brain that call for own God. Once Arabs creating this shit show of their, all of them are shit. I leave them to live their shit. Because they are Godless. I stick to logic. Peace is logic. God is logic. Human with wisdom is logic. Human with peace inner mind & feelings is logic. But business with Pavilion virus! Is it logic? How that can be? Or some one to make all to relax or to waste time because there is a problem that yet to be solved. A human under pain keeps on thinking & who play's with this man brain causes pain to brains & feelings. I have so much very scary memories that cases me pain that I have gone through in my past, pain even when I remember my past to feel more pain from much of you. I don’t share any of your brain or your inner pain, why you all sharing my brain, pain & inner feelings. Whether I been victim or not more pain yet to feel for me & you?! But pain for me more, knowing all scans on me & taking everything. Whose life it is? Best advice is to live your life's with your pasts & memories not others. Sometimes movies we carry within our memories! Some movies are ok, some scary, some sexy, some adventure, some good & some not! Would you like to share any movie that my memory has even since long time back? You don’t have TV? You don’t have your own memories? Stop eating human brain. Those behind the shadows Can We scan your memories? Should we all think about you in your stations & what you all doing to us all? All man kind plays with Satan's, not humans. (((((God says at this time: if I left alone & all of you & Satan against me, life to go on the way I want it. I loved you all & past showed about Babylon "when people couldn’t understand each others" to you all. History remains for you to call. Once it reaches to me, you all wait for those who take decisions or makes, at the end under my authority. I love peace. I have heaven & hell. I the judge at the end & all under my commands before dying & after death. Those ones who suffer under my name shall not be called losers. Because I am the truth to all of you even in your inner mind bright side but never been in the dark one. Artificial God or Artificial Satan since when to play with mankind inner believes & what to gain? All religions under my protection & those who create any war among shall not live in my heaven. Angels I the one who creates even among you all. Come with me if you want to live in peace. I the one who lives all times & never die.))))) This also praising God & true wise words. Any one against? (The end) But is it the end once not stopping? Did they leave any God to any of you all these years? (The beginning) Life too short to live in anger & in danger. Live don’t die while you can but with logic not with virus that can kill us all. Pick any religion & praise God not for any but for own selves for god's support. No war between religions & stop begging from each others or to blame each others to waste life's as if there is some subject that never ends. Stop cheating your self's. History of each of you people can be published, history of countries can be published, and history of all as well, can remain for future memories or remembrance. Movies, clips & songs. You All plus satellites Stop playing with facts & logic or change the originality. Memories & remembrance from human brains no one is allowed to play with. God is the greatest even in all religions. Is God Muslim, or Christian or Jewish or Buddhist or Hindus or Communist or any of them or other than them? Shit brains, feeling ness, careless & humanness go to hell. God can't be he or she or it! God Is God. Don’t let predators to keep sucking & playing with your inner feelings. So far I'm in Scanning Period with pain. When I die live you all! If you can. Leave my brain alone. Many people say's & whispers this sentence many times everyday: That’s why we all are dead?! & I'm answering them all when ever I hear it: who's dead!!! Ha? Subject opened & closed in the same time. Many start to think & wonder for a while? Enjoy Life time Humans & ignore viruses, God yet to heal us all in time. Those who loose faith die inside within them selves. Think shit & God knows why you thinking like that, only God judge you. But in real life dealing with people & family, don’t be trapped or to trap & treat your self with logic & treat others with logic. Your brains belong to your selves. Each brain to its own body. Ignore others while you alone. No one has the right to interfere within your inner, only Satan does that some times. It depends on your inner thinking dark & bright side. Do what ever while you alone & give ignorance to those who disturb you from any one, from above or below (Satan is clever & took over those brains in satellite stations to keep us all trapped at most of times what it got to do with civilians? Satellites fight satellites far away from our brains). People live with real God & real Satan. Stay natural at all times. If you live with this shit virus you loose much & maybe heaven. Past is past, now and then is more important. Respect others for how they treat you & not how their inner thinking is. Fuck you all shit satellites. Is that bad to say for a machine which creates us such fear? Those who use this fear upon us deserve to be shit as well. Did any of us take anything from what ever is happening to us other than pain, waste of time & our inner madness? Disturbed brain should not be disturbed from any of you. Don’t kill your self's humans. Consider this for real Peace & out of suffering. Live in peace not in war people. The truth is peace. This is the truth we don't need more Satan's or Satanism's. Once real Satan approached to Jesus & said, I can give you all countries to rule & command. Jesus said go to hell you Satan, I live under my God's protection. Where there satellites at Jesus or Mohammed time or before them? Stick with logic life people, not with electro magnetic mad circle life even if it is forcing us to corrupted Bermuda Triangle viruses. Don’t hate your self's people & stay calm. God knows more & stop seeking for much more. Keep God always first in your brains before judging & before taking any action. Try to minimize mistakes in life, better for all. Stop this ending point or starting point of clues what of your brains to call for more Bla Bla Bla. What a waste of time. No one can go out from it unless it ends & takes what wanted. We wait & have patience on each others. Hey people, write your own stories! Stop interfering in sols that does not belongs to any of you. Satellites from above, buzz off & don’t come back, virus creators & stop whispering in our indoor media's or in air or in our brains. Good luck for all of you. Live don’t die if you can & stop blaming with no logic. All of us have sins & mistakes like me too. :-) God to help us all. Live normal life while you can. The subject is what about God & nothing else. Which country having this virus. This means (war or peace & what might be? God knows.) Many movies showed you all what it is! In MBC's of Nile sat. Stop cheating your selves or to cheat others or own God. Since when law takes advantage of such virus? So satellites stop playing with viruses against humans. After all, all religions supposed to be against this virus. Live normal life people while you can before it takes us all to a definite hell. Wise brains not suppose to suffer. Who's God? Any of you? Sky nets are the virus. Seek Arnold Shwartznager movies of terminators & predator 1st to understand what it is all about, then other movies of he's. Stop the inner thinking sharing people & stop destroying life. Or is it human nature to destroy them self's? Predators stop playing with viruses with our inner. Leave away from us all. It's a lesson to all that yet to be considered it was in the past in the coming future. A virus has to end some how. Past is past, now & then is more important. Been telling you all since long time back leave the past of any mankind memories & stop blaming any past. Leave you virus away. We don’t need war; we don’t need to see blood or to learn from our inner how we die. We are humans we feel & we afraid from dying. Because there is reason for us to live because of God see (brave heart movie). They say machines got smarter (see terminator 1). Don’t worry, be happy. Don’t fall sick & die many years from now on your beds.

Make peace not war. Who believes in God why to die in short life? Only God to decide between life & death. Find some one else to play with other than me if you don’t mind. Accept the logic in life. God telling us protect your selves once attacked. Let go said Sylvester Stallone to a town sheriff in 1st blood movie. So shut-up all & don’t touch. So don’t waste time people & live normal life, this is also peace advice. How many years before we saw those movies? All actors are still living for telling the world about. Are they all expendable assets? People lives & die natural better to all. Those movies are still running in movie channels, CD's, video tapes & recordings in this time of ours. I like original movies, those movies can also be within memories in our brains. So we don’t need satellites to play with our brains or with TV. Message was always there since long time back true messages through movies. Movies teach & even cartoons to our children's. Now old people also enjoy cartoons & sets with their children. Leave our brains alone. Once it approaches to real life real War & Peace, shut the fuck up. We don’t need nightmares or more pain. Since childhood all people watches TV! Now some are afraid! Why? We live in original life with God not fake life that causes us all so much pain. I love to live in this original life! What about you all? There is no war, let go on fake life & live with peace. I want to take a shower now. No insults please from now and on. Stop thinking about me or spy my brain & connect to your media or other brains. Go away from my location & un block my brain from all. Release me for ever. Leave me with my own & with my real God & Satan. I can not block my brain from me because me is me, you is not me. Who's attacking me? I don’t attack any of you. This is the future for tomorrow to remain. As how God wants not as any of you wants. Stop falling & failing to go to absolute hell if you care for your souls. No excuses to any of you. Only God is my judge once I'm going on & seeking normal life. This also is an advice to all mankind. By the way, don’t irritate me or approach me for more, for me to shout with anger because it hurts & when it hurts problems might starts & madness takes over. Or should I start to call for help just because I don’t want problems. I used to hear, release this man before he kills us all. From far away voice. Don’t hurt me don’t hurt me, that also a nice song as well as this which say's what do you want from me? Why, why, why, why? Ask your selves why this going on? Is it logic? Get lost you ass hole. That was a programmed machine wanting to kill all human future. & they say machines got smart by John Conner son of Sara Conner in (terminator1), in (terminator 2) a good machine said to human come with me if you want to live to save the human future. Enjoy the fake life of shit of yours far away from me, you shit brains. In (terminator 3) John Conner says sky nets is the virus. Virus attacks TV! Attacks human brains! Ohh I never thought of it. Are you sure? So stop playing with viruses shit brains & leave humans to live for future with God. Humans or machines to control the future? Well when there is good well to invent such machines & programs. Machines & programs should not attack Humans or to make viruses between or to corrupt brains. Who missed use such satellites should go to Jail or to be stopped by law. Destiny of human future & decision makers or takers after so much suffering with witnessing! Means what? All are mistaken for allowing this to happen & letting it on running on civilians. Why this sufferings in this real life? Who started this 1st blood & not stopping on going with human memories? Once all my memories been scanned since the day I was born & taken away by force several times means what? & non stopping beaming on me day & night means what? God or God's?!! No business with Satan's or Satanism's & how many of them? Are they growing & getting in more numbers? Release me at once. Those blocked brains when ever they are angry stop approaching to them to calm them shit station people because this makes them angry more, & once you approached them you start to scan on them! Are they protected by you or what are you doing? Get lost you satellites. Many blocked persons or groups of different people living with their families other than memories. Those people who understand & lives with wishing no problem to any one, release them at once. Stop killing them all. Your storage that has records & keeping to further discussions, is no logic & law is against. Stop telling us to sue any one that we don’t want to sue. Stop creating many problems to us. Go away. Stop connecting us with other countries as well. God or no God? Which way you want it? Are you God or God's? Everybody knows, once a system fails, this means need repair, or maybe this is the system that still going on. And you all you people were you all living like this since a long time back? At least stop shaping me even by your own people. The subject is what about God & nothing else. Now I go to have a shower to clean my self from such virus if it can be cleaned & washed away. Skin can be cleaned, but inner in inner body such as vanes, heart, kidney's, liver & what about brain. Thank you Virus for killing us all is this what you want? Should we thank any of you? To keep praising God at all times as slaves that hurts us from inside. And gives us less believes even if we keep on praising God. Christians say's give peace to those people on ground as how you want peace from above! So, what is it! The majority against minority, and where is the minority all to be under attack? For what is this? What this virus wants? It is Satan Virus (sky-nets Virus). What about the entire world? What about God? All type of all subjects been opened to many brains, but forgetting that we all has limited brains & we can not exceed on keeping on thinking even by force, that what causes lot of corruptions to many brains which creates lot of blab la as well. All are sick even at work. What a community! Picking victims to suffer more? In who's law? Hey you shit virus from above, stop playing with God's law of creation. Go to hell shit brains in satellite stations. You all are Satan's. With God Name We Win the Game you shit Virus of terror. Out of my brain & others as well. Stop playing with viruses. All hacking programs carrying viruses. Stop using NASA Package to create our brains virus to remain for how long, even in the air? This makes people to suck inner brains memories to learn bad & good called (brain suckers) & might be (human eaters). Who's hungry? Is there law to stop this? Or just to set back to watch who's going to make mistakes. I don’t like war; I don’t like politics & don’t like this hacking on me to be involved with different brains even. One word can create much of subjects for many to discuss. Go to hell those who can't understand! Who wants to die! Who wants to live! Where is the problem? Stop whispering all of you; this hurts much people & families. So fuck you all. I belong to me & not to any of you. There are lot of night clubs, lot of liquor stores, and lot of varieties in life in many Muslim countries. Go close them all! Which way you want it? Stop cheating on your selves shit brains. Your system is wrong, your life is wrong, your country is wrong, everything is wrong! Law on all should be the same. Not on some & some, that also written in Quran the holy book of Islam, which says all, are same as comb teeth, no difference between Arab & non Arabs, once wisdom is there. But playing with wisdom & to have leaks in law of justice is wrong. Stop trapping those who drinks too, if you don’t mind. My origin is different than your origin even by blood but holding same passport. I don’t hate any nationality, or any religion. Stop making me to fall in this shit of yours. Stop killing & making Satan law. Enough bla bla bla & questions & answers & lot of subjects to keep on speaking about & stop trapping us all. Leave something for God?!! Stop shortening my life & leaving me with no chance to even to have business or work. Stop this war at once. Stop this Pavilion virus at once. We are humans as any nations. What investigation it is in this way? I can say yes same thing I can say no! Who is judging once there is God & there is law? No one to judge no one to play in any brain while this virus still going on that goes & comes in interval times, as if one satellite lost own way & hunting our brain from time to time. All are witnessing a human suffering. Stop terror activities you electro magnetic cloud but the question is: artificial or not? Should not make any difference. That takes us all in as we all living in Bermuda triangle. Who is dead? Live don’t die all of you but with peace not war! Have patience please for mankind to last at least. No wonder, human life getting shorter year after year because of viruses in the air that affects our brains & stop wasting life times for many people or humans, animals also suffering. Our food as well is not 100% clean. Each one has hospital in own body that some viruses can be taken away from our own. Stop interring our bodies with this magnetic radiation as if we all viruses. You want & I want & God decides who takes. Don’t force to take or to give. Each has inner thinking & feeling. Don’t play with human inners ever again. The truth is to solve this issue too with wisdom. Love letter virus once approached to many computers in the entire world wide. Police approached to a location & published it in Satellite channels to approach to all mankind to understand who did it & finding a solution to erase such virus from computers, this virus was so much danger for computers memories, hard drives but it did not affect human brains. A human brain also has memories & bodies! We want cure from such virus because we are suffering. We care for our computers shouldn't we care for our selves? Those who play's with viruses are aware from all & from God. It is also said in Quran even if humans & Jennies gathers upon you, don’t be afraid because of me I'm your God & your believes in me shall protect you. Wise people say's: People, God who deserves love more than me or you. We all humans. Stop blaming stop judging on each others. Computers can be formatted & fixed. Sometimes new parts or by second hands spare parts. But human's brains or bodies are what? Memories remain & hurt so much with this virus. Cold war? Conscious punishment? Business? Why this still going on? What is it for? This wheel is going on & on. Voodoo wheel in the sky. Voodoo means (Black Magic). The question is: in space God or God's? On ground God or God's? What a virus! We all stick with logic life not in this (black magic). Satanism's do exist? Is there future without God? Actually all to be blamed by God. What is the excuse for any of you single person, group, groups, families, communities, countries & nations? Stop & don’t touch we all in this circle called life, that goes on & on (past, present & coming future), who created this life? You? Me? Satellites? Who? Songs are there to hear to feel. Movies are there to see to feel of what going on. People, we don’t want any to spy on us while seeing, hearing or feeling wither this is out of love or hate or care or anything else (good persons & bad persons are learning from those who's still under scan). Some can make those who are under scan good & help. Some can make bad to make them to loose! The question is what about God & what about Human rights? Stop playing with those the ones those still under scan because they are victims. Stop trapping all, all of you & stop this Babylon. Hey stop cheating on me please. The truth is law! The truth is God! With those two truths we live because of logic other than that is shit & non sense to go on with. ((((((Wisdom remains for ever.))))))) Stop this virus at once because of (law of justice & law of God & wisdom = real peace with virus or without). Stop victimizing victims more & more for how long to go on like this? Take care all. (Updated 20/10/2010) Today is 27 Jan, 2013 everything still active with me! Going to last for ever? God Knows better. Today 4th Dec, 2013 Hi sweet sister & husband: Merry Christmas & a Happy New year. As I said before, there are lots of gifts still waiting. This period I did manage to fix 4 teeth the Right upper ones Each cost me Jd.60 plus one filling left upper one Jd.10. Plus One been removed from the right downer ones & now 2 empty space, not paid for yet. The rent of last 3 months J.D1050-300 for you-50 debit on me to Elias, the balance remains J.D 700. Now I have J.D 170 with Elias till the end of Jan 2014. Means J.D 3 per day. J.D 1.7 for 2 cigarette packets plus J.D 1.3 for food in 55 days left. Stop asking for more presents. I also took VAXIGRIP 1seringue Influenza virus for this winter J.D 8.5 & my back doing okay for the last 2 days. One more thing, Elias had an accident & 2 days before he had to sell his car. He lost much of money for doing so. Any how, I'm doing fine so far. Next period in Feb, 2014 I will fix the downer teeth & might cost me the same. 5th Dec, 2013 Today, Elias called me & said, there are very good news for you! I said, are you coming? He said yes. I said, I'll be waiting. He came & said your money shall be paid. He said: some one called him after being searching for me & been asking & approached to Nawal Salaita & took Elias cell phone number & called him. He's the butcher near by Nader Hadadien trade complex which belongs to Assim's elder brother Basil Haddadien ((The same complex where Kanawatti lawyer office when my aunt Mariam & her daughter Bernadit wanting to sue me before)), the one whom I use to buy meat from "Abu Sara". He talked to Elias & said that son of Assim Hadadien Tamer reached to him & said that he will pay what his father took from Nabil "me". Newly he started to work & the money will be paid in installments to me & the 1st payment will be on 20th or 22nd this month. Elias gave me the butcher cell phone number after calling him to speak to me the same. Total amount that Assim & Nidal Sharkas took from me is J.d 3500 in the year 2003 same year when my mother died "after 10 years!". Both were cheating. Now I have to wait till 20th of this month to find out am I living in a movie of theirs! Should I believe? This also shows that I been telling the truth since beginning. What a wastage! Welcome to Jordan. I will update when his son Tamer starts to pay to me in your Skype. Until then. Thank you. My regards to you & family. Love you all. Bye for now. God Bless. Today, Elias called me & said that Tamer "Son of Assim Haddadin" called him wanting to come to set with you to know exactly what happened & I will bring him to you. I said okay, but is he willing to pay? He said sure he have to. Tomorrow 22nd Dec at 2:30 or 3:00 afternoon, I said okay. By: Nabil Zegord Konz Kurt Polaski To be continued….5

My Life Story! I'm getting old! (Part 5):

My Life Story! I'm getting old! (Part 5): Today 22nd Dec 2013, Elias, Tamer Haddadien & Another man came. Tamer requested me to speak everything. Then he said, I will pay you J.D 500 out of J.D 2800 for now & the remaining will be paid later till it's covered & I wrote him a paper stating so & kept the money with Elias. I called my sister & her husband to tell them so & they were so happy for me. Tamer seemed so nice person & he is going straight in life. He also stated that he don’t speak to his father. He only cares for their names & his father who did this to me. He also said that he is working out side Jordan in Abidjan close to Russia & last year he been looking for me. I gave him a copy of what his father wrote to me when he took the money stating about the J.D 2800 in the year of 2003 the year when my mother died. They left & all were happy. It's like clarification that still going on. Now I can fix my below teeth. Thank you God. Merry Christmas & A happy New Year for every Body. Tamer also stated that Nidal Sharkas died last year, & they want big amount from him & can't be refunded. Actually, this Nidal been brought to me by his father Assim to cheat on me by $ 1000 almost J.D 700 at that time. So this J.D 700 I can't get back. I have been trapped by many people. Trap after trap since that time. Both of them started it on me. This is my luck that been controlled by many brains. All were & still guilty. Sunday, December 29, 2013 So I did manage to save the J.D 250 apartment insurance + reserving the J.D 500 which been paid by Tamer Hadadien. J.D 750 Balance with Elias. Post bonding teeth fixing till end of January, 2014. Because I'm not sure until I'll be paid the apartment rent at the end of January, 2014. My consumption of electricity is the same but got two bills completely different than what used to be of monthly J.D 5! Last month J.D 14.8 & this month Dec J.D 12.5! Now I have to pay the difference of J.D 17. The land lord said they increased the electricity since last two months, they up raised it. My ant say's that people suing the minister of electricity & she got a J.D. 10 bill. Funny I don’t consume much! Something wrong going on! Plus I'm shifting to another location end of Jan where I can have better safer peace brain & a better sleep. Lot of mistakes going on in life as if living in a country of apes or in a location of them. So much pressure which makes me angry most of times. Things are not clear to me & there are changes happening. 1st Gas price up rise & compensation are there for all! Then now Electricity with no compensation at all! & guess what! This year they changed the time. In the Arab world, 2 Satellites "Arab Sat from Lebanon & Nile Sat from Egypt" broadcasting many channels from different countries broadcasting over them & most been zigzagging on us all & there are lot of misusing while broadcasting in our houses by some sort of interrupting programs by connecting to human brain with the broadcasting in any channel in those 2 satellites other than strokes & strikes from above. Other than inputting-outputting of recorded voices from location to another to create danger life. They misusing our brains & trapping us all. Brains to keep judging as if acting Gods while it is apes acting. Since when apes deserve to have any religion to create endless up coming subjects. Arabs got talented! J I hate waste & I hate to trap or to be trapped & I don’t belong to any of them. Wishing to stay far away from problems. A human self respect is a national security. Like to stay home alone. Stop asking the lonely by your brains or by upper shit satellites radio activities "Upper Zoom with rays & waves" to create a planet of apes. I do not need any channel to play with my mind while I'm at home or else where any more. What administrations of those 2 satellites? Let them to face the world wide investigators "It is a world wide issue since started" since beginning & there are different types of satellites & all were rushing for business. The question is what type of business it is? Arab countries are in the middle of this planet. Look at earth map. K Who is under attack? Creating countries of no where. Acting reacting, cause of causalities & a wheel of them to go on! Networks Of Wastage to create viruses & bugs. Such as the energy burst caused by U.F.O's to our planet as the clip showed over Jerusalem. Nice Umbrella of what? I am a human & I do believe in God. I also hate whispers "brains shit chat" & brain thoughts sharing. Release my brain from all of this shit wastage. I also never missed used the internet & respecting my self. We stick with the good way for living to stay always with God & with Peace. At first God was there. Big difference between good & bad, & life full of them. Which way you want it? I don’t like any one to play with my brain nor with my soul or destiny from any source. I don’t like to be under attack by any of the above mentioned. God Bless Humans & yet to keep on cursing the apes for ever. Guess what! They all are still learning from my brain using their scanning brains. Brains of hunger. Should I keep on saying my peace mission is accomplished on a daily basis to all of those brains? I respect people & I don’t want to hate all. I want to live my life. I'm not a slave to any of this shit. Stop slavering me you shit apes. A human nerve system under attack. Others are thinking as if it is a joke. There are people dying. Stop the killings & stop taking your selves to definite hell. I do not belong to any organization & I hate terror activities. World wide committee & United Nations are living beings. Humans. What about the higher courts? Who's judging once all acting as God's above my soul & since a long time back? I did not ask for this owner. Is it the real God wish? Ask your selves. What a virus took over in our planet! Lot of types of Rays & Waves from upper skies or space which causes so much corruptions even to nations. Are we humans or viruses or apes or puppets controlled by treads or machines controlled by wireless or slaves or what? Each country has its own law & I'm Jobless, naturally because of the vampires the brain suckers. This is the way I'm living in a wonder land or life. What! Even where ever I go! What up ducks? God is angry. Maybe God brought us those U.F.O's from other galaxies from far away planet to prove to us that they are much more advanced than our satellites & the secret weapons acting with their Zooms from the upper space. Aliens do have an existence & did approach to our planet. Maybe they believe in God more than us & they have their own civilization & very much advanced technologies. After all, God remains the greatest. U.F.O's also has history of their visits to our planet! "Check the internet Pls." & since a long time back since 1950's. Encyclopedia is there for all seek such knowledge. U.F.O's been observe by even civilians on ground lately with their video camera's & been publishing those clips over the Internet. Small round white objects due to the far distance. Not all those clips are fake. God creation & Universe was made by God. Believe it or not J, some people don’t believe even in satellites even though they are using internet & watching movies over satellite channels. Due to their old fashion old brains & less knowledge of such technologies still acting as dummies & quarrel much while learning. Are they cheating & self cheating & yet to act as apes! & still teasing me & some wanting to feel horny & all witnessing on each others & still wet. What a jungle life! & they are creating country of Apes out of their brains. Wasting life & creating hopeless, sickness to all & even to them selves & to their families. It's all about God & peace to all mankind. Fuck you all brain sucker, creating lot of Bla Bla even to lecture others even in the streets acting teachers to each another's & ignoring God! & to create madness in the air other than viruses & different types of! Now which way they want it? Should I suffer more? It's over, my life gone on waste! What else do they want? I'm saying this is pull shit & wastage. Is there anything for free? I'm not for free shit apes. & all seeking money! Should I explain reasonability & satisfaction means what? Those two words human brain should understand. They want more & more for how long? Shame on you all. It is a trap trapping us all as if not wanting God for tomorrow in order for Satan Virus to take over. Our planet in danger. All to behave as humans. One small lens in the space can burn you all if the sun rays goes through it believe it or not. Enough micro wave oven rays. We are not chickens or turkeys cooking us! & stop NASA PACKAGE "Rain Brain Scan, Dynamic Eyes & Telle-Transport" over mankind. & stop plying with human memories to create what shit brains? What a planet of APES. Damn you all, look what you all have done. Such telescopes or zooms are also been used in some movies from the upper space & also been used through wild life loin or apes eyes while eating or walking in the jungle in National Geographic Satellite Channel "it's right there before your eyes in TV. So obvious. Now a days on humans. Such programs are full of viruses. Your eyes are liquid lenses & a cam to some satellites. Many singers are singing the same to advice nations in all languages even. What! People don’t listen to songs! I been hurt so much & fallen sick many times. Enjoy your lives. Be good humans with God's Peace. Happy New Year 2014 & God Bless. Sunday, December 29, 2013 11:15 Am Local time. So before a while I saw some gang 4 young boys aged between 8 to 12 years old, one of them been smoking walking across the street coming from down below where the school is beside the church, while I'm setting on the stairs beside my main door connecting to Face book. They did approach to the wall behind me & sudden spit filled my laptop screen while I was typing. I kept quiet as if nothing happened. From their shapes I can make out they are dirty Muslims. What are their families? No witnesses were there. This what type of Muslim children in Jordan. Welcome to Jordan. Some brains maybe did witness that or maybe a satellite. Would any religion, law or advice or anything work with such apes? God is my best witness. Christian children not like that & they won't do such a thing. Washed my lap top from Ape shit. This what people in this area is like. I will take some photos where I'm living to show where this location is in Al Ashrafia. Today is Wednesday, October 08, 2014, I like to say something about Tamer Haddadien, so far I did not get any second payment from his side. He did not fill his promise to me. And all still active on me! I'm still under attack from full life of harassments. What a satanic life! All like a pre-Muslims. Welcome to Jordan. A human in life has two options: 1-To live with God (fact, logic & heavenly good well with all good people) to live in peace & to ignore all brains in a mixer. 2-To die with Satanic satellite networks a mafia of a black international market full of (lies, artificial real viruses & terror all times with different "Electronic Harassments" )http://www.surveillanceissues.com/ a planet of apps forcing you to jungle fake life & can kill you at any time even while you are sleeping by a stroke targeting heart, brain & any location of a human body or a living location even. Look at the viruses they are creating us all in world wide & a lot of crazy brains around, as if all are God's. A secret weapon in the space. Which way you want it? I am a human, who created me! Satellites or God? Human brain has two sides (good created God & bad created Satan) I speak world wide peace better than 3rd world war to start all over again as it started along time back & still going on. God to help us all. What we need? Assassins or a rescue team? No one going to win anything good with Satan. No one has the right to play with a human brain; after all, it is a Satan Savage Network. Can they bring those who they killed to life & back to their families? Can they pay for the wasted time of ours? Can they pay for what they took from our brains? God remain the greatest, not the world wide killers umbrella of satellites to be the greatest. My destiny in life been giving me fewer chances even to support my self. It was bad & still it is, due to EH. Still they are active on me. Pretending all are God's & as if I'm the only human that lives with much of sorrow & pain. Never been given a chance to be me. & all the time to be corrected. Satellites still active on me even taking my dreams & inner thinking. Thief's, murderer, demons & Stan work above human nature even. Knowing what I'm thinking to do for tomorrow. What else to say. Living in fear most of time. People talk never ends & creates more mental problems to us all. So I speak peace most of times. Better than to be trapped all over again by them. I hope this ends. They created hell of a time & took what ever they wanted. Making me to live as they want in a fake life by force. What a national security Taking our secrets from our brains. Did they pay for what they take? Never ever they do that. Faking us all. We stick with facts & logic life much better dear. God Bless us all. My peace mission is accomplished. All in a CD. God knows that too I start to try to live my normal life back again. Facts & logic life if I have the chance to do so, trying my best. (Waiting) Alisa Arabic songs are there too. All of her songs. I call her an angel voice. Recent songs explain everything as well the old ones. All against EH. Believe me. NANA Songs. Bob Marley Songs. Michael Jackson & most of singers. EH been since a long time. Don't worry, be happy. You know, Face Book can keep a good record of any human history. Can update with what ever goes on a daily bases experiences & events. Can share much of advices & stories to share with friends, relatives & family as well. Can share others with comments, likes & share to own Face Book, combining variety of issues, concepts & believes as well. Can issue a story of past, present & what ever thing to ...do later on "future". Can share own feelings with others by posts, pictures & video clips, can chat with friends from all over. It is a good site for many to interview others over it by questions & answers or messages as well. One thing left, audio/cam video not there. Just imagine, some one dies, leaves a history behind in here for others to recall. Memories remain for good friends & beloved ones. Such (EH) Electronic Harassment creates viruses plus fear in a human brain, not allowing to write or express own feeling or what really going on with. Though it hurts, still doing my best to write what ever I want. Naturally I have the full rights to keep on blaming them for not giving me the chance to be me like even though while I'm alone as if intending to fake what I write. This also faking all mankind history if we want to think about. No privacy, no secrecy & thief's what comes to mind plus their comments hurt the nature of a human creation to loose concentration. As if they all are Gods. Satellites from above & all kind people talk from surroundings, other than who ever whispers in brain. Suffering to keep a history of comments under so much pressure. It was like that since a long time back to me. Still Satellites are active knowing what I'm doing. Even from memories, dreams & thinking they sneak to gain for free as if a subject to share, with me or with them selves & with others. This also I call a Babylon virus which might create a civil war of comments & anger. They forgot what SARS virus is (fear) they are creating this virus to them selves as well. Strokes from above http://www.strokeassociation.org/STROKEORG/ Plus EH from same source mixing all in one (Media with all brains)! As if a war of extermination of a living beings humans & animals though for having brain stem. Such strokes might create a computer data loss or a virus while typing or writing on this site, I did face such while using mobile a cell phone. What about a human brain that also has electric within brain cells. Danger Life. This type of electro-magnetic radiation field killing us all like. All has to have patient on each others. The question is, is it about me or not? How should I know? Maybe they don't want me to expose any secret! But it's my human rights after all. All are a waste of time, creating sins & mistakes to them selves to carry on with till last moment in their lives. God is best judge. I'm feeling I can't do any type of business due to Sky Nets you know. All are God's. I wish I can help! I'm in Jordan under so much Ray's & Waves. That hurts a lot on a daily bases, day & night. People also scans on me with much of Bla Bla Bla you know more God's. I am a civilian that has so much broken bones in my body that hurts in winter other than what satellites can do. What else to say! God to help. I am a good person & wanting to stay like this for ever. I been trapped so many times, finally I decided to stay home alone even though under so much pressure from above & surroundings. I never was in the Army due to broken bones & lonely to parents. I hate politics & don't like any to force me to any of it even from TV or Satellites. All played a lot with me & people trapped me much, wasted my life time for their fun. Believe it or not, I got nothing to do with the above in the space. Voodoo wheel in the sky. I am a peace full person that cared a lot for peace & wanting to have my normal life back. You know I had much from all, shame & pain to remain in my brain memories about all. Like to stay clean always. Good human is peace in any country. But some say's stupid. I like National Security. Not wanting War & worked so hard for Peace by studding Encarta Encyclopedia during these years while under so much attack. Seek so much information's from every where almost to prove that we all are families & not supposed to trap each others & all to respect a Human. One thing for sure, I am a human. What about you? This what's all about. It's like that. I hate my self when I make mistakes or to be fooled by any! That also hurts Who don't have past or history? Are we living to kill each another's or to live with peace? Jesus didn't have any sin or mistake & what they did to him? That was also history. Memories to recall. This much it is, painful life & danger. God to help us all If we think about it! All are guilty since the day it started. How can I trust any once the above is Satan in the space trapping us all! Slave ring us all even while we are home alone! Judging our dreams, memories & our thinking for tomorrow as well. Expendable Assets. I hate terror activities; I don't belong to any of it & over my dead body. I love God & Peace. All religions & all nationalities. Don't want to hate any. Not all people are good. That what scares me a lot once all acting as God or Satan. I'm not God to judge & none should be. NASA Package: "Rain Brain Scan, Dynamic Eyes & Tele-Transport" is breaking God's law of creation, history, believes & faith. Full of viruses. Living in DANGER. My peace mission is accomplished. I used to say: case is closed since the day it started. Satellites above are still active. You know, that Mixed Umbrella. Monday, January 06, 2014 today my birthday is when Jesus "perfect human" was peptized in olden time "history & memories to remain". Hapa hapa hapa. Hey earthen people, happy birthday to you all: Guess what! There have to be middle class people. Upper ones & bellower once s well. The middle ones serve both & serves own selves. We all are humans! Why war once there are understandings? Why not to care for all standards? Once all serving all! This is how God wants us to go on with! What is going on? Standards are there in almost everything! Within, there are good & bad! Which are you from? A self human respect is a national security believe it or not. God remains the Greatest. Some people are so much naughty not to have patience & yet to freak around & to waste time of all & of everything! A human life time is less than a million hours. Life is too short for any of us! Actually we all are suffering. What bla bla would help, once there are no actions taken? Where ever I lay my hate that's my home. Stop using human brains & stop judging human brains NASA PACKAGE. God only can do that shit brains. At first there was GOD. I am a human. Who any of living beings can be God or to judge on human brains? What about the real God? So much angry on all. Umbrella of viruses goes to hell shit brains. Stop supporting shit wastage. Religion people are suffering from this wastage. Our brains giving us all pain to remain due to electro magnetic radiation field! Brains in mixers. Who is forcing us to civil war? We all under attack already shit brains of apes. Brain sharing is a trap for everybody. We all are sick & all are guilty to live in Satan life & all our life standard is in danger. God to help us all to over come. Stop blaming brains & stop speaking or whispering much shit apes. Everything is in danger "history & memories to remain". God bless you all. I am a human still learning. January 15, 2014 Best advice to all that I can give: What's up duck? An advice to those who are suffering from above rays, waves, viruses, cancers, scans, micro oven rays & intruders: The best is a wooden as in USA or plastic PVC houses. Electricity can't get trough. Or covering the ceilings & walls with aluminum pads first then wood boards above to stop what mentioned above from approaching to any living body. Mirror windows are also helpful. Safety houses for better future & better brains & health. Electro magnetic field still active "tree of viruses" between brains even in the streets due to whispers & thinking, many of us to build tree of peace with God & yet to advice many. 1) Only God to judge a human brain. We all are families in all over the world. Our bodies also having electro magnetic inner running field. We are in a radiation field due to Umbrella above us caused by satellites or by U.F.O energy purest above us as shown in the clip. We don’t need stokes or strikes even from above "Boom Boom". Voodoo wheel in the sky keeps on turning "a hacking & life corrupting satellite that has zoom with rays" those who miss use such technology in the space called what? 2) Only God to judge a human brain. Sound matching mixing with media TV. Broad casting with viruses even indoor also another problem for many families. Where is home "it's only a suffering house" or home land of no where? Satanic network satellites broad casting between countries makes what? Umbrella of what? Do they care for any of us? Michel Jackson song "They don't care about us." Trappers & wasters they are." 3) Only God to judge a human brain & brains! No one to judge any please or there will be no God for tomorrow. What! All wants to be Gods? Families, teach your children what this means instead of wondering or questioning & loosing control over your children & families. A self respect is a national security & even world wide, once there is such umbrella. It hurts once there is no privacy or secrecy "a brain that all other brains shares while media shares & also gives comments" How to feel home? There is a story in my brain in 2005 if you want it, I been told that this lady gone to police station shouting & taking her cloths off saying: is this what you want, stop fucking with me. Believe it or not. Day’s before, I saw her yelling & saying what king doing this to us! Shit king to her friends. That was in front of my eyes & listening ears of mine and others. A Jordanian actress in TV while acting in a theater stating that why to go to have an injection we had enough from government injections. Believe it or not, both ladies are from same family a Muslim one holding same sir name wanting to live a free life & not a slavery one. Is this Islamic movement or to make budgets? In Amman the capital, I had been told that there are 250 night clubs. Believe it or not! They also play with events & law the way they want. Who is good who is bad? I don’t know. In whose law all are still playing? Is this a free country or Zigzag? All are guilty in this way. God remains best Judge for ever. None of any judges can judge or act as God because it is a terror activity after all. A human life can't still reach to a million hours! Stop shortening a human life time due to above mentioned. There is no tomorrow without forgiveness "Nilsson Mandela said" but memories remains due to such above mentioned. Stop digging in our memories. God who forgives. Life time going on waste & loosing chances in life due to such above mentioned. Aren't this danger? Hunters always there! What a jungle life. Be aware from Satan & satanic & always be with God who created the entire universe. Haven better than hell. World wide peace & God is the umbrella. We all living in one planet called earth. Why war & corruptions at this time of our life? Are we humans or not? God bless you all. I am a human still learning same as any of you & I feel such rays since long time & still as now as if targeted for extermination! For what all of this shit still going on? I'm in Jordan. Welcome to Jordan. Updated in the year 2013 end of story. Thank you.

Been passing all my time with Ice Cream Wood Sticks presenting gifts only.

Arabs are not interested in anything but in traps & to keep blaming. All guilty.

What a big Arab mafia still going on! Kept anything good for tomorrow?

Love you all & God Bless. Bye.

By: Nabil Zegord Konz Kurt Polaski  2000-2014.....more! God Knows